Fate Of A Hybrid

Chapter 8

"Forget we ever met." He said, his voice so cold, those words pierced me like a dagger. Wasn't he my mate, how would he treat me this way?

I was so confused, for a moment, I didn't understand what he meant, why would he tell me to forget we ever met, especially in such a harsh manner.

In as much as I tried to hold it, my eyes grew moist. Why would I be treated in such a way, why would you be willing to rescue me one moment and the next moment you despise me.

I was so confused. Just what was my offense?

"B-b-but I k-know you are my mate, why do you still refuse to see me again, you should have also felt that I'm your mate right?" I stammered, what was happening was actually reopening old wounds. Just one moment I was finally happy, but it was so short-lived that I might have even forgotten to notice it while it was there.

Was I actually cursed, just what crimes did I commit in my past life to keep making my current life so full of miseries. I've never been accepted for who I was, not even from my mother. Now the moment I felt cared for, it gets snatched away by this curse.

"Exactly, it's because you are my mate, that's why I said you should forget we ever met, there's naturally no way we could work."

That statement to me was just the same as getting struck by lightning, my expression sunk. It felt like dozens of needles drilling through my brain. My thoughts became so muddled.

I even tried pinching myself to wake up from this nightmare all to no avail. It was real and as clear as purified water. Just why did I wake up, wouldn't it have been better if I slept for years than to wake up only to hear this.

No matter how strong I acted, no matter how strong I've grown after repeatedly being tempered by pain, this was still unbearable to me. So this was what they meant by first heartbreaks were the worse?

But this wasn't even meant to be considered a heartbreak, we have literally not started anything, but still he was my mate. My first at that, so on some grounds, it was playing in my head like an actual first heartbreak. But there was this fear slowly building up in me, which made me not to probe things further, it was the fear of being rejected, atleast there was a silver lining, I tried to adjust my state to believe all he needed was just some space to think things through, perhaps he had some things bothering him.

"B-but you should at least give some valid reasons, it really isn't fair for you to leave me in the dark, why don't you want to see me or why don't you want me as your mate?" My voice still shaky, even an i***t could tell I was really only reining in my tears badly, if I should let it out, it would just be a matter of time before the room got flooded with me tears.

Seeing me like this, his voice softened a bit, it seems he wasn't actually beyond redemption.

"You are a hybrid, and that's a really huge problem for me, a lot is at stake if I accepted a hybrid as a mate."

"But just what's really so bad in being a hybrid, what's so bad in making a mate out of a hybrid, why do we have to be so much discriminated?" At this point I had sat up, resting my back on the mahogany carved bed stead.

"If you really can't tell this, then I'm even more convinced you can't be my mate, the moon goddess must have miscalculated." He even blasphemed against the moon goddess, just what was really wrong with this man that I once felt was really different from the people I've come across in life, but now I really doubted it, right now he seemed to be the worst of them all.

What was the point of lifting me so high, only to let me fall?

I wouldn't be deceiving myself, it was common knowledge that hybrids bloods weren't pure, we don't really belong on any side, but stand on the fence. And the more we reproduce, the thinner the bloodline becomes. Was he actually really trying to conserve his bloodline, that he'll even not accept his mate?

What was I even thinking, was I also selfish? Putting my own desires above his. Or probably I was overthinking things, he really did have some untold issues.

Still seeing my expression, he spoke again, this time I finally could tell he was having some inner battles, "I'm sorry, I really can't accept you, you'll ruin everything, this is something really important and I'm not just able to accept you, it's not only my life that's tied to this."

"You really want to push me away because you are scared of our offsprings, haven't there been cases were hybrids were even stronger than each one of their parents, there by producing a stronger bloodline in the process, just what are you thinking about?" This time, I really did press further. O felt my thoughts were really right, he really didn't want me just because he was scared of what I would birth. Just in what way was that meant to be fair?

But I soon regretted pushing further, his tone that was getting slightly bearable sparked again.

"Don't you get it?!"

"I can't bear the idea of having a mate who isn't even a complete wolf!" He snapped at me, even harsher than he ever was to me.

He started walking out of the room, but he left behind some words that struck some realization and funnily, it broke me even further, just when did I grow so weak?

"Don't worry about the bills, I've sorted the house." He said as he slammed the door shut.

"What?!"

"Even without knowing I was a Hybrid, I wasn't even worthy of bringing to his home, instead I was at a guests house." I felt even so much anguish that I started feeling intense pain in my head.