out of the days of the week I don't like Wednesday because it feels like a very stressful day and this period my school University of Lagos decided to do online class which is truthfully a set up as we have not done like nine courses and this period I will be doing like nine course this new semester as I am in my two year as a music student,so my course advisor called every for a meeting and I clearly remember that morning my lecture didn't meet up to time as we where going to have class by 9am in the morning an that class was music appreciation,it is a practical course that is divided into voice and piano , and I am the course assistant so I called my lecture that morning and he told me that he slept late ,no make I lie it ain't my business,he sha said that he will take his bathe and will be ready by 10:30,it was a lie he started class by 11 pm likee ,I no get something I won do ,so my course advisor texted on the group that he wants to have a meeting with us no make I lie I ignored his message till I was done with class because I was presently having a class and don't make me lie the class I was,was just so funny because this course is voice so we had to send videos which I did ,it was so funny because some of my course mate also sent there's and my lecture was just abusing and correcting us,he didn't even commend us except a new (De) ice student in my department well we have ICE student and this people are like part-time student it's not like they are part time ohhh because they are meant to have class in the evening but truth be told university in Nigeria expecialy the public ones don't know how it is doing them ,shaa this ICE don't do normal jamb and they spend five years to graduate the irony is that they start with us but don't end with us and they are old people that like to frustrate the living day out of Me any ways during this class this man mentioned a lot I took in mind as a music student , don't let me lie the man as talked a lot that he teaches (laughs) ok shaa because I had to learn about breath control the hard way and not from him very nonsense thing , and this man had a class with us till two (2pm) like we sent him to sleep late and wake up late ,mennnn I was so angry that day sha ,we sha later saw another online link on Google meet ,sha will you believe this man spoke nonsense that didn't make sense mentioning we are going to have a practice for a convocation that it happening next year ,likeee ,he didn't even speak about the two topics he didn't teach for one month,I fear for my G.p no make I lie because what is the meaning of this nonsense ,I sha was hearing from the man that he will be doing Audition for the course I thought in my mind that ok we are getting some,we no get anywhere I laugh with anger likeee ,shey Na play I come do for school because when I came the next day ,I first told my dad about he thought I was lieing because I was in school on Monday that same week and also we normally have church on Wednesdays so my father thought it was because of that he doesn't know I don't like going anywhere,ok sha I got there will you believe it was just us singing for something we know no purpose of ,I was even angry that Morning because I went to invest in a app that I will collect forty thousand and five hundred naria (40,4500) , every month if I invest thirty seven thousand five hundred naria (₦37 500),brooo I got scammed the app stopped working sha ,I couldn't even laugh because my siblings warn me ,Na greed do me I learnt ohh the hard way and I decided to take to my grave ,I won't ever tell my parents because they have tried very hard to give me the money even me that is talking I know how hard I saved and some of this money was gotten from me selling toast bread in my hostel ,shaaaa I thought it was a dream no be dream ohh ,I shock I felt crying mennn I decided that 2024 wasn't my year abeggg and it was that morning the person that recently died in my church like 3months ago, that where she was buried was near my school,I felt like crying because she was such a loving person and she really cared ,she even told me once that if you ever need someone to talk to please call Me now I have she is gone the pain is still a lot sha but I have got to move ,sha that day didn't make any sense to me abeg ,so I went home back ,will you believe the next day my course advisor that tricked me to come to school , started asking where we where as if he provided hostel for us or gave us transport money to go and come , and this man actually got angry and removed each of us from our class group like he was a mad man ,it wasn't even funny any more because I was already facing reality that I have have scammed will you believe I still hoped it was just an error that I spent another ten thousand naria,brooo the money lost ,I was already tired and started crying,I was just blaming my stupidity sha ,any ways some of my course mate called him and told him why we couldn't come that he has to provide hostel for us and me and my course mate decided to cooperate and me I brought hot plate to cook and some rice ,small oil and two Maggi,well some brought pot some more food stuff so it was really getting fun to Me,I was stressed and knew at this point in my life that I needed to know how to sight read and sight sing better because I was really advancing into a higher class in university which means I won't be seen as a novice anymore , things will get though but truth be told she is really scared of this new semester because with this online class and studying a practical course it's just a dumb arrangement , because she is going to be doing nine courses this news semester she as only actively done only three course it is a crazy stuff to her,she is just making sure that she is reading but truth be told she has not covered enough like she would have if it wasn't online courses like before ,this same week she felt like a spoon because if she and her friends her walking they will just stop her friends but not her truth be told she doesn't want to be approached because she knows her self she will letrary become very abusive which is not a good traits for her ,but at the same time it just makes her look at the mirror and hate what she sees like saying to herself maybe because she is so small ,or maybe it's her face ,or maybe it is her height,she just started to feel insecure just like before ,she just made sure to tell God how she fell in her prayer time ,it was so funny when she listened to herself