Why Won't You Die?
2042 Words
VALENTINE
I don't know how I was able to get down from being hanged upside down on that tree without the help of anyone. All I know is that after I freed myself, my whole body is aching to the core. The marks that the rope made on my skin were so visible, making everyone on my way look in my direction.
Well, maybe it's not just the marks that made them turn their attention to me. The words on my skin made me a laughingstock, too. Fortunately, no one dared to approach me on my way to the university. Although I heard some whispers and words of humiliation, it still didn't affect my journey to where I'm going.
"I will drop out from this university, beta," I informed the wife of the pack's beta, who is also the president of our university. I pushed the paper on her table towards her, the same paper that Alpha Jacksone gave to me earlier.
The beta female opened the document using only the thumb and forefingers of both her hands. She picked it up and looked at it as if the document was something very disgusting.
"I'm glad the alpha already pulled you out of this university," the beta female spoke before typing something on her computer. While the machine was printing something, she added, "It's so sickening to see you here every day."
The beta female pulled out the newly-printed paper before throwing it at my face. I was able to catch it before it hit, but I wrinkled a little part of the paper.
"Leave, and don't ever come back," the beta told me before turning her back. "It will be better if you just leave this pack. No one wants you here."
Like always, I didn't respond. I just bowed slightly to her before turning my back against her. I don't want to recognize their words, nor to refute them. Doing any of the choices will just ruin my self-esteem and the little dignity I have left for myself.
I walked out of the university with slumped shoulders. I don't want to look back. I know that I will just hurt myself by doing that.
The university became my escape from the pain I suffered every day. In the university, I can just sneak inside the library and hide in the farthest corner where no one will see me. That way, I can have my imaginary world using the books that give me temporary comfort.
From today, I will be stuck in the pack's house, with the people tormenting me every day, and I just have to live with it.
I walked very slowly. I don't want to go home — if that place can be called a home. If there are no wolves bullying me outside, I would have chosen to live on the streets.
However, even if I already did my best to keep my steps short, I still found myself standing at the pack's house's front door.
I turned the knob and with sweaty palms, I pushed the door open. Fortunately, there are no other werewolves in sight. I'm sure they're busy with something, otherwise, they would have been waiting by the door before I arrived.
My steps were silent but quick as I followed the direction towards the attic. Everything was silent, not until I stepped on the second floor.
"f**k! That's it, baby," Jared's voice entered my ears together with the continuous moaning of another werewolf. "Move your hips."
The sound of their bodies slapping against each other echoed not just inside their room, but also in the hallways. The sound of their lovemaking was too loud that I needed to cover my ears just to not hear it.
"You look so hot on top of me, baby," Jared spoke once again before I heard a loud moan from a woman. I tried to ignore it and just continued towards the attic.
However, just when I was about to cross Jared's room, the door was pulled open, and a hand grabbed my wrist before pulling me in.
Whoever's holding me isn't careful. I was thrown to the ground as I heard the locking of the door from the inside. I fell down butt first as the back of my head hit something hard.
"Ah," I groaned as I shut my eyes tightly. The back of my head is still hurting because of the stomping I received earlier, and yet here's another injury to my list.
"Look at me, slave," Jared's familiar voice demanded before I felt something wet and sticky tapping my cheeks. It also smelled like fish and something that I cannot recognize.
When I opened my eyes, I was dumbfounded by what I saw. "What the f**k?!" I exclaimed before moving away, but the wall was already on my back and I had nowhere else to go.
His d**k — still hard and wet from his current lovemaking — was just right in front of my face. I'm sure that's the one that slapped my face earlier.
My face contorted in disgust while I covered my nose using my fingers. I looked away so that I wouldn't be able to see his nakedness, but the son of a b***h grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him.
"If you're not pretty, I wouldn't have looked at you," he said with a perverted smile on his lips. His grip on my chin became tighter, as his other hand choked his own d**k, moving his hand up and down.
He gathered the juices on his d**k before wiping it all over myself. It's so disgusting and I wanted to vomit, but his hold on me was too tight that I couldn't even move my head.
"You know what to do, slave," he ordered as if he had done it a lot of times. "Suck my d**k and I will let you go."
No matter how many punishments I received before, sucking his d**k or anything s****l is not on my list. I just glared at him with intensity before spitting out, "Why don't you suck your own d**k?"
SLAP!
His hand landed on my left cheek, making sure that the print of his hand would be left there. My cheek stung and a tear fell from my eyes. Weak, I said to myself because of how quickly I felt the pain despite experiencing things much worse before.
"You're talking back now, huh?" Jared spat on my face before slapping me once again. I could feel that my jaw was nearing dislocation because of how huge the force he used was.
"If you don't want to suck my d**k, then I will make you do it. Now, follow my words or I'll make sure to ruin your jaw," he threatened before placing the tip of his d**k on the slit of my lips.
I tried to turn my head away, but he would just make me look at him again. "Angel is here," I said before landing a glance at my ex-best friend. "She's your girlfriend. Can't she suck your c**k? Or maybe she just doesn't know how."
"You now have a sharp tongue, slave," Angel made a few strides to reach us. Like Jared, she's also naked, and the smell of their act is very evident on her. "Just so you know, only I can make Jared cum."
"Really? Because it seems like your cunt is not enough to satisfy him," I retorted, making the most of the punishment I will surely receive after this. "Look, he is even begging for my mouth."
My hair was pulled away from my head, making me scream in pain. Jared used that opportunity to push his d**k inside my mouth. And he didn't just push it in, he pushed it until it reached my throat, until he was balls deep and my nose met his skin.
I screamed and moved my head away, but his hands were making sure that I wouldn't go anywhere. He thrust and thrust while moaning like a madman.
"f**k. If you just agreed earlier, I would have been gentle," Jared spoke as tears formed in my eyes. My mouth hurt and I felt like I was about to gag, not just because of what's inside my mouth, but because of the taste and the smell. Disgusting.
I heard their laughter. They're enjoying my pain. They like seeing me suffer. They like seeing me being violated.
"I'll make you my s*x slave, Val," he called for me. "You want that, right? You've been begging for me since we were young."
I never asked for this life. I never wanted this. Most importantly, I never did anything to deserve this kind of treatment.
With the pain and hatred in my heart, I didn't think twice and bit into Jared's d**k. I clamped my teeth into his skin until it bled, until I could taste his blood on my tongue.
"f**k! Stop!" Jared shouted while pulling his body away from my mouth. He also pushed my head, but I just bit him harder.
I won't let go of his d**k. He wanted me to suck him, and this is what I will give in return.
His screams echoed in the whole room. It was satisfying to see that he was also in pain. The sufferings I endured for a long time are still much more painful than this.
Angel tried to ask for help while pulling my head away. I didn't let go. I already got a hold of control in this situation, and I know that I will be severely punished for this.
However, my mind is focused on inflicting pain on this man who tried to sexually assault me. If I will be punished, I will make sure that my crimes will be worth it.
"Luna! Help us!" Angel shouted while still pulling my hair away.
There was already a pool of blood underneath us. It was disgusting to look at, but I'm proud that I made it.
When Luna Nicole got nearer, I let go of Jared. But before he could pull it out fully, I bit on it once again, making sure that I will inflict the pain on his tip — the most sensitive part.
"Stop!" Luna Nicole shouted before grabbing my head and throwing me out of the room.
She's strong, that's why everyone in the pack respected her. It is easy for her to pick something and throw it away, just like what she did to me.
I spit out the remaining blood in my mouth while trying to get up. Just before I could sit up, Luna Nicole pulled my hair and dragged me towards the attic.
On the way, she ordered a maid to get the alpha's whip from his office.
I just laughed it out. I'm going to receive lashes once again. The last time it happened, they gave me ten of them, all on my back. I just stole a bread in the kitchen yet their punishment is for a murderer or traitor.
"Who do you think you are to hurt the future alpha of the pack?" Luna Nicole grabbed the handle of the whip before pushing me to the floor.
SMACK!
The first lash hit my back, tearing through my clothes and wounding my skin. I almost forgot how painful lashes can be. It's been months since that day, but the scars are still on my back.
"Twenty lashes for hurting my son. That's your punishment," Luna Nicole announced before giving another lash on me.
I didn't groan. I didn't scream. I didn't react to her lashes. I kept quiet and endured it silently. I don't want to cry because I'm sure that I'm just giving them satisfaction by doing that.
I don't regret doing that to Jared. After his betrayal with my ex-best friend, I already saw him as an enemy. My hatred for him just ignited more when he asked me to be his s*x slave. There's no way I will agree to that, even if he kills me.
"Why don't you just die?" Luna Nicole asked in the middle of my punishment.
I was asking the same thing, too, Luna.
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