Chapter 11: The Engagement Feast

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News of the engagement moved through the pack faster than any official announcement could have managed, the way news always did in a territory small enough that everyone still knew everyone else's business within a day. By the time Cassian formally addressed the pack from the steps of the main lodge two mornings later, most of them already knew what he was going to say, and the crowd gathered with the particular warm anticipation of people eager to celebrate something good after weeks of tension. "I know this pack has weathered more than its share of hard news lately," Cassian said, Sienna at his side, her hand in his in full view of everyone. "I wanted to give you something worth celebrating instead, for once. Sienna Marsh has agreed to be my wife." The cheer that went up was immediate and genuine, and Sienna felt something in her chest ease at the sight of it — not the careful, calculating attention of the council meadow, not the pitying half-glances of the weeks after the original rejection, just uncomplicated joy from people who'd watched the whole painful arc unfold and were glad, plainly, to see it land somewhere good. The feast that followed stretched long into the evening, tables set up along the main clearing, the whole pack contributing dishes and stories and the particular boisterous warmth that came easily to wolves once real cause for celebration presented itself. Sienna found herself passed from conversation to conversation, congratulated by pack members she barely knew, embraced by ones she did, Callie practically vibrating with excitement beside her for most of the night. "You're actually going to be my sister," Callie said for what had to be the fourth time, still slightly disbelieving. "After everything. I keep thinking about that first council meeting after the rejection, how awful it was, and now look at us." "I know," Sienna said, laughing despite the lump that rose in her throat at the memory. "It doesn't feel real yet, honestly. Good, but not real." "It'll feel real once you're standing in front of the whole pack saying vows," Callie said. "Trust me. I cried at my cousin's wedding just watching it happen to someone else. I'm going to be an absolute wreck at yours." Across the clearing, Sienna caught sight of Cassian deep in conversation with Tobias and two of the visiting Alphas who'd traveled from neighboring packs for the celebration — a courtesy extended, she understood, as much for political goodwill as genuine friendship, the regional council's fragile new order still settling into place after Kade's censure. She watched Cassian navigate the conversation with the same careful, practiced authority she'd first seen from him in the Hollow, though something in his bearing now felt lighter, less burdened, than it had in those early weeks. He caught her watching and excused himself from the conversation, crossing the clearing to pull her briefly away from the celebration, into the quieter shadow at the edge of the lodge. "You look happy," he said, studying her with something soft in his expression. "I am happy," Sienna said. "Genuinely, uncomplicatedly happy, for the first time since the Hollow. It's strange how good that feels, after everything." "You've earned it," Cassian said, brushing a strand of hair back from her face. "We both have, I think, though I suspect I have more ground to make up than you do." "You've been making up ground steadily for months now," Sienna said. "I think we can call the debt paid, personally." Cassian smiled at that, something easy and unguarded in it, and they stood together for a moment in the quiet shadow, the celebration continuing warmly beyond them. It was Tobias who found them there a few minutes later, his expression carrying a gravity that immediately cut through the evening's easy warmth. "Sorry to interrupt," he said, glancing briefly at Sienna before addressing Cassian directly. "Word just reached me from one of our scouts on the western border. Might be nothing. But I thought you'd want to know immediately rather than wait until after the celebration." "Tell me," Cassian said, some of the earlier lightness draining from his expression. "There's been movement near the Duskwood territory line," Tobias said. "Ashgrove wolves, spotted crossing into Duskwood grounds under what looked like a formal delegation, not a hostile incursion. Duskwood's Alpha received them without apparent alarm." Sienna felt a chill move through her despite the warm summer evening. "Kade's trying to build an alliance," she said slowly. "After the council ruling against him." "That would be my read as well," Cassian said grimly. "Duskwood's always been a smaller, more insular pack — not particularly engaged in regional politics, which might make them either genuinely neutral ground for Kade's diplomacy, or exactly the kind of pack vulnerable to being drawn into his orbit if he offers the right incentives." "Should we be worried tonight," Sienna asked, "in the middle of this? Or is this something that can wait until morning?" Cassian considered the question, glancing back toward the warmly lit clearing where the pack continued its celebration, unaware of the shadow that had just crossed into the evening. "It can wait until morning," he said finally. "Tonight, we celebrate. Tomorrow, we find out exactly what Kade is building before it becomes another crisis we're forced to react to instead of anticipate." Tobias nodded, some of his own tension easing slightly at the decision, and disappeared back toward the lodge to relay instructions to the scouts on continued watch, leaving Cassian and Sienna alone again in the quiet shadow at the edge of the celebration. "I hate that even tonight isn't fully free of it," Sienna said quietly. "I wanted one evening where the only thing that mattered was us." "I know," Cassian said, pulling her close. "But I think that's the shape of the life we're choosing, at least for now — joy and danger existing alongside each other, rather than waiting politely for one to fully resolve before the other's allowed to exist. I don't love that about our circumstances. But I've stopped expecting it to be otherwise, and I think that's actually made it easier to hold onto the joy when it comes, instead of always bracing for the next crisis to erase it." Sienna considered that, leaning into him, the distant sound of the pack's celebration warm and steady behind them. "That's a very wise way of framing something exhausting," she said, a little wry. "I've had good teachers," Cassian said. "You, mostly. Watching you refuse to let fear dictate your choices, over and over, taught me more about actually living inside a dangerous world than any council strategy session ever did." They returned to the celebration a few minutes later, Cassian's easy warmth restored for the benefit of the pack, though Sienna could feel the small, private tension of Tobias's report sitting beneath the surface of the rest of the evening, a shadow neither of them fully voiced again that night but both carried regardless. Later, walking back to their quarters as the celebration finally wound down, Cassian's arm around her shoulders and the summer night warm and quiet around them, Sienna found herself thinking about Duskwood, about Kade's patient political maneuvering, about the particular exhausting truth that peace, once won, still required constant vigilance to keep. "Do you regret it," she asked suddenly, "any of it? If you could go back to before the Hollow, knowing everything this would cost — the danger, the ongoing threat, the fact that even our engagement feast gets interrupted by scouting reports — would you still choose the same path?" Cassian stopped walking, turning to face her fully in the moonlight, something entirely certain settling into his expression. "Not for a single moment," he said. "I'd choose you every time, in every version of this, no matter what it cost. The danger doesn't change that. If anything, surviving it together has only made the choosing feel more deliberate, more real." Sienna felt her breath catch at the certainty in his voice, and reached up to pull him down into a kiss, slow and warm, no urgency behind it, just the simple, hard-won pleasure of two people who'd chosen each other honestly and intended to keep choosing, whatever Kade's next move turned out to be. "Duskwood in the morning," she said, resting her forehead against his once the kiss ended. "Duskwood in the morning," Cassian agreed. "Tonight, just this. Just us." They walked the rest of the way to their quarters in comfortable, unhurried quiet, the distant sound of the pack's celebration fading behind them, the looming shadow of Kade's new maneuvering held, for one more night, carefully at bay.
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