After my mother left the palace I took my time, sitting in the study room. Staring into the black space that stood before me, though it had some stuffs on it but to me it was blank. That was all I see this days, blank with my heart sinking in the guilt of what I've done. My choice was a terrible one and if I'm to continue castigating myself for it, I might end up doing something more than what was already planned by my mother.
I bit my lower lips again, if only Elizabeth would just agree and leave my love for me then I would've been able to forgive myself. But she's so on the way, her behavior irritates me and I couldn't comprehend her foolishness.
I want her out of the way as quickly as possible. I groaned balling my hand into fist, I walked out of the study room. I needed to go home un
