My complete love

Notice me

Here I am today last year of my high school.  I have huge crush on Sandesh Thapa now. I can't ever get enough courage to make a good conversation or chat with him. He is quite popular among girls that's why he is always surrounded by girls.  I don't get courage may be because of that.  Now my friend Nisha also know about it. She always forces me to make first move. I tried many time but couldn't get success.  I am talent in studies but I think I will get marks in minus in love. Not so funny but its truth.  Whenever I saw him he passes a cute smile then leave before I could make some chat with him. Its relief that he is still single but every girl in high school wants to make him boyfriend. This is little unfair for me there are so many rivals and I am the weak one. 

Here I am on my way to class suddenly someone call my name from behind "Sapna" 

I turn back to look and I can't believe it was Sandesh I quickly replied "yes...yes"

He came near me and say "let's go together "

I was so happy I replied "sure"

On way he ask me about the notes preparation and studies.  I replied his every answer confidently as I am good in studies. After we reach the class we take our respective seat. Nisha is looking with teasing looks to me. I smile quietly and try to avoid her look. Then she come near to me and asked the details. I describe how all the coincidence happens there.  She tease me after that soon teacher arrives.  We stop talking and start writing in a paper as usual teenagers.  I don't know but he come to find me in canteen too. I have my eat with Sandesh and Nisha . Before leaving he said,

"Wait for me after the all class end "

I asked surprisingly , " why?" 

I think that is stupid question.  It is the chance I always want and now I think I spoil with my own mistake.

"I wanna go home with you as recently I am living in aunt house.  I locate near your house " He replied 

Nod ok with my head and he left and I can't believe what just happen.

"Can you pinch me Nisha " I said

Then she pinch me hard and I realize it is real. Before that I thought I was a  dream. 

After finishing the all period I wait for him in school gate. Nisha leave me with good luck wishes. She recently behave like I going to battle field in border side. She looks really happy for me.  I am to see her reaction for me. I really happy to have a friend like her. 

After few minutes Sandesh arrives there with his cute smile.  I am blushing little this time. But I think he didn't notice it. Then we start walking together.  I see his foot step and try to make match step. So we can walk together.  In a way I just happy to walk with him. Then he started chat .

"How many friends do you have ?" He asked

I replied "not many but I get along to everyone more than before "

"Its good for you. You alwalys look so silent in class that I thought you have only Nisha as a friend." He said and laugh little bit.

I feel little awkward but then realize that its means he notice me. I am happy to listen that. Then again I  asked hesitantly,  " so you notice me?"

He said, " huh? Oh yeah . Didn't you remember I smile whenever I saw you but you didn't give any responses. "

"Oh sorry for that I thought it was not for me " I said.

But he said , " why?" 

"You are always surrounded by so many girls." I replied 

He smile and said, " But I didn't talk and smile to them." Then he continue , " I still remember you looked so confuse in school in your first day." 

I smile awkwardly then we chat here and there in our way. Today I am happy that he not notice me he still remember our first meet. I am not in my control. I want to tell about it to Nisha as soon as possible.