Lena
I used every test stick in the RFSU box, and they all show the same thing: two red lines.
“No… no, that cannot be right.” I stare down at the stick while sitting on the toilet. “I cannot be pregnant. I am not ready for this.”
My hands tremble, and tears threaten to fall. My whole world feels like it has flipped upside down, and I do not know what to do. Please, someone tell me what choice to make.
Heat builds behind my eyes, and tears spill over. I have never judged women who choose abortion, I understand why some might need to, but I cannot imagine going through with it myself.
Does that make me selfish? This baby belongs to Jaxon too, but no matter how much I think about it, I know I cannot end it. Even though I am terrified, I want this child more than I want to make it go awa
