I don't seem to understand myself these past few days as everything is going too fast in my life which I definitely have no control over. I just want to understand everything on my own so that I will be able to take responsibility when things are not going to go my way. I don't know if I feel like this because I am a weak person as compared to my community or I am just over thinking about everything on my own. But one thing I am sure of is that something is really going on which I am not able to find out right now.
I was having a really great time with him when I started feeling someone's eyes on me but if someone who knows me will be here as I am not a very social person it is quite common for me to have this misunderstanding but this time it was much different. It was very difficult fo
