DENIAL POV:
Only I knew how difficult it was to control myself when she was with me all along the journey. The good thing was she fell asleep quickly, or else I could not stare at her so freely without getting caught. I never thought I would become a simp like this one day. But just looking at her made me forget about all those worries of the world. As if I was not present in this world anymore. I wonder if everyone feels the same, or am I going through this rollercoaster alone?
I had to take control of myself somehow so I did what was required to be done. covering her with a duvet I left making sure is not disturbed by anyone until it was time for her meal. I knew it was not a good idea to disturb her, but it was compulsory to do so. She already looks so weak to me so I must make sure s
