IF LIFE..

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Shreya Pov-

"It's 2 A.M. exactly." I sighed and tried to step out from the bed.

Keyword - tried.

Today is the day which mostly married couples celebrate with their partners by saying "HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY". But here my life where there today only is our Wedding Anniversary that too 2nd. In these two years, the words HAPPY never existed in my marriage life.

Even today, he didn't spare me. He is my husband Adhiraj Singh. He, after using me for 12 hours, he is sleeping so peacefully like nothing happened when I have to clean this big house at this night itself, otherwise he will again torture me by something else tomorrow morning.

(A/N- she didn't know how many he used her as she lost consciousness when it's unbearable for her and her body can't take it.)

She again and again tried to get up from the bed. And after trying 10-12 times she finally succeeds in standing. Now its time for searching the clothes.

"Again! *Sighs*  He again tore my clothes mercilessly. Even I will stitch them, they will not came in wearable condition. Now there is only 5-6 sets are left intact." I thought to myself and looks towards the person responsible for this condition.

"For now, I can only wear you." Looking at the clothes with teary eyes, I again thought.

After wearing the torn clothes silently and quietly leaving the room, I came in living room deciding from where I will start first.

Oh! I forgot to tell you about the house. It's a big big house. Big Big House in my eyes because belonging to a middle class family, I never saw a house with exactly 20 rooms, 1 living hall, 1 dinning hall, 20 bathrooms, 2 terraces, 1 game room, 1 disco hall, 1 theater room, 2 pools, 1 garden and 15 servant quarter.

But the people living in the house are only 2 of us and 5 guards. Sometimes I lives alone in this house, when he didn't came. Don't mistake that these guards are here to protect me. They are here only to ensure that I don't get any chance to leave this golden cage of his which I never wanted. I wanted a lovely family, a happy married life even I had to live in small house because atleast there will be love and care for eachother is existed. Not this cage, from which I can't even see the road outside.

It's not like I never tried to escape but he always caught me and my ending is always what that no one can imagine. Just the thought of his punishments is enough scared me like a deep dark hell.

"You can't go on like this Shreya. With this speed how can you finish all this cleaning work by the 6 in the morning." I said to myself and tried to forget my body pain which is unbearable and tries to go upstairs and start my work.

While cleaning the room, when her eyes caught her reflection which is showing in the mirror.

"Is this me??" I thought to myself.

"How can I be like this? These eyes with dark circles, the face which becomes blue- red by the slap marks and a little swollen, these lips which are badly bitten, swollen and full of cracks and blood at the corners." I saw my full face clearly this time to ensure and guess what this is really me.

I'm seeing the mirror after 2 months. Can anyone believe it?

I quickly removed my clothes to see my body's condition. And guess what?

My body's condition is itself enough to break me and drown me in the sea of tears and pain.

My body is full of blue, red, black marks. My back, front, arms, stomach, butts, thighs, legs are full of injuries that are caused by whipping, lashing the belt and its buckle. My breasts are red and blue and have some new and old deep teeth marks. My n*****s that are too hard that even a slight touch can cause tremendous pain. My private parts are red and blue and swollen badly. My v****a is dark red and burning like someone poured charcoal on it. My asshole as giving me so much pain and burning like fire. My full body is covered with new and old bites.

I'm nothing like what I'm before marriage. Just by this I broke down. The pain I'm bearing, it's too difficult to bear now. The tears which I'm stopping hard from flowing, now they don't listen to me.

"Why can't he be merciful? What I did that he has to punish me like this? Now where all those promises and vows went which he took when we were in love, when we get married. Why? Why? He has to do all this to me and worst that he didn't let me go from here nor he is letting me to kill myself." I thought cried more and more with the rememberance of how these two years had passed.

If someone told me before that whatever he is showing me before, is a facade, I'll believe him. If someone told me that it's all just an act, I'll believe him. If someone told me that marrying him will destroy me completely in each and every aspect, I wouldn't married him

"They did. They did each and everything to tell you, to make you face reality, to stop you in falling in love with him and marrying him. They told you not to believe him. But you. Did you listen to them? Instead of believing them, you believed this man. You fought with them, cursed them, said bad words to them and broke all your relations with them for this person." Her inner self retorded.

"If you listened to them once pateintly, talked to them clearly belived them, then may be you aren't in this condition today." Her inner self again retorded.

"Yes, I now know I did wrong. I did wrong to not believe them and put all my trust and beliefs on this man who changed into a stranger to me after marriage. If I didn't pushed them AWAY from me..." The more I thought, the more I cried.

I never ever, never in the dreams can think that time, that the person whom I merely get to know in that two year life and the person whom I'm married for these two years, can be this much different.

In all this, I forgot that what I have to do. I forgot all my pain, tears as my mind took me to the time, the year, in which all of this started. The first day of the college. If I didn't left their side in fear, nothing can be happened now.

It was the time when everything was started in my life....the first day of the college......then......the fresher's day programme of the college.....

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Next chapter will be past, where each and everything is started.

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You will know about him...

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Sorry, but can't give you more frequent updates but I'll try definitely.

But I'll give update twice or thrice a week.

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At last I didn't want to ask but I have to- how's the chapter?

As it's my first trial to write any person's pov.

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