Guilt Spiral

1918 Words

Ava’s POV It was one of those slow Saturday mornings that felt borrowed. The city outside my windows moved the same as always, taxis, footsteps, someone talking loudly on a phone, but inside my little apartment the air was quieter, like the world had been turned down a notch. I told myself I would do the sensible things first: laundry, dusting, sorting the new fabric samples that had sat on my dining table for days. I needed my hands busy. When the mind is loud, the body keeping to small tasks makes the noise softer. My apartment still wore the marks of my work: a stack of material swatches by the sofa, sketches tacked to the pinboard, a paint-sample fan fanned across the coffee table. I liked things to be ordered; it made the edges of my life feel less jagged. I washed the dishes slowly

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