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Sharanya is cursing herself for thinking so low of Shivin . How can she think that he will force her?
But after what she has heard she can't stop doubting men.Currently she is sleeping on the bed and Shivin is sleeping in the next room.
When Sharanya was thinking her Reasons for this marriage Shivin came to her. She thought that he want to consummate their marriage but he said something else.
"Sharanya main janta hoon ki tum is Shadi ke liye Abhi taiyar nahi hoon par main bhi majboor tha. Tum chinta mat karo main tumhe force nahi karunga kisi vi cheez ke lie. Bas ek baat humein 1 haphte bad Benaras jana hai, please mana Mat karna, (Sharanya I know that you were not ready for this marriage but I was also obliged for it, don't worry I will not force you for anything but one
