We're outside, the cold air hits and instantly makes me shiver. I'm so glad I'm outside in the fresh air, I was beginning to feel lightheaded with all the mess that was around and the shock of how fast things happened. I'm not angry at him, honestly, I'm actually thankful for him being there at just the right time. I just, I've not seen anything like that before, not right in front of my eyes anyway. It was brutal. I could see Jacob was ashamed of what he did. He couldn't bare to look at me and he was walking slightly in front avoiding any possible eye contact. I didn't know what to say anyway so I suppose it was best we didn't speak. As we reached my cabin Jacob stopped by the tree just outside my place, hands in his pockets and head down like he was a different person. I took a few steps in front and turned to face him, I was going to say thank you and leave it at that but that was until I saw him. The lights from the tree illuminating every part of him, I started to look at him in a different way, I wanted to hold him to make sure he was ok. He was wearing black fitting trousers and a black silk shirt that was half tucked in. It was lucky that he was wearing all black otherwise the blood would have stood out like a shot especially for the amount that he had on him. Looking at him from the bottom, meeting his chest to where his shirt revealed a little of his skin, even with the blood spatter on him his skin looked so smooth, my eyes then met with his face. His eyes were full of sadness made worse by the dark circles that lay under his eyes.
'Do you want to come in?' I asked hesitantly. He looked surprised by my offer and his eyes widened.
'I, I think I should get back' he replied.
'Jacob your absolutely covered in blood someone could see if you go back like that, just come in clean up and then you can go' I didn't want to seem pushy but I felt it was the right thing to do.
'OK, thank you.' he replied following behind in to my cabin. As he stepped in to the middle of the living room I shut the door behind him and then proceeded to close the curtains, I didn't want anyone looking through making up their own assumptions.
' You can use my shower to clean up, it's just through there' I said as I pointed straight ahead to the bathroom. He nodded his head with gratitude and walked on in. I chucked my shoes off and flopped down onto the sofa. And breathe... I don't think the severity of what just happened has sunk in yet. I still don't feel as if though it actually happened. That man, the way he grabbed me and tried too force himself upon me. I'm so thankful that Jacob turned up, I can't stop thinking how perfect timing that was. How did he know? My eyes began to slip and my head slumped resting on my shoulder, my body was tired. I'm not sure how long I was out for but i was woken by a cough. As I opened my eyes waiting for them to adjust, I saw Jacob, he was standing in between the doorway to the living room, wearing nothing but a towel that covered him from the waist down. His hands brushing wet hair from his face. I was speechless, his body looked tight, each muscle had definition to it I just wanted to run my fingers over his body. I suddenly realised that he was just watching me oggle his body, I had to say something, mainly to take my mind off his body.
'Thank you' I said causing him to look confused at me. 'I'm not sure I said, but if you hadn't of been there and, you know. I know he wouldn't have stopped, so I want you to know that I'm so grateful that you did what you did ' I was hoping that would clear things up for him also.
'I'm sorry that you had to see that, I just couldn't control my anger I knew what he was thinking and I saw red' Jacob said still looking ashamed of his actions. I stood up from the sofa so I could comfort Jacob but my legs were weak, I could feel my legs go from beneath me and the dizziness hit. I was waiting for the force as my body hit the sofa but it didn't come. As my sight returned and the blood rushed back through my body I realised I was in Jacobs arms. Before I could fall he shot over and caught me. As he stood me back to a vertical position our bodies were still touching, I could see the droplets still glistening on his firm body. I couldn't help myself, I placed my finger along each droplet of water that rested on his body, not being able to resist I then traced my finger down to his belly button letting it rest on the top of his towel. I had no idea how or the reason for why I was this consumed by him. I desperately wanted him. Did he want me too? I moved my eyes up to meet his gaze, his breath was deep and his once dark eyes had changed colour with the excitement that was surging through his veins. We were both feeling the connection, we were linked. Jacob wrapped one of his arms around my waist keeping me pushed against his body, his other hand moved up to the side of my face, his fingers reaching into my hair and cupping the back of my head. I tilted my head back into his grip, my mouth parted and hands resting on his hips. I noticed he still had a little blood on the corner of his mouth so I pulled his face a little closer and kissed the spot where the blood remained, using my tounge removed the last piece of evidence of what happened earlier on. Breaking my lips away from the side of his mouth I wondered whether he liked it whether it felt good for him. I had my answer as he threw me up so our heads were level and wrapped my legs around his hips. He was panting hard I knew then he wanted this as much as I did. He pressed his lips against mine and it was like electricity hitting our mouths and running through our bodies, I then began to pant with the exciment and the need to have him. Its like he knew what I wanted, he placed my feet back on the ground and unzipped the back of my dress, letting it fall to the floor. Our bodies were bare, our skin touching as he ripped the towel away from his body. With his speed he took us over to my bed laying me down as he hovered over my body, kissing me from the neck down. He took his time analysing every part of me, his finger connecting the freckles on my body, his mouth then following. I have never felt anything like this, I watched as he reached back to my face. I placed my hands on his shoulders and could feel him shaking. It made me smile causing Jacob to smirk. I threw my head back and lifted my arms behind my head, there for him to hold. Without question he did, and my god he knew what he was doing.