Jamie's POV
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Numb, that was all I felt, As soon as I heard deeek utter those words to me, I was so shocked I couldn't even speak my mother me as he left the playground
Everything really is my fault, am I wrong to feel this way, to still love him even if I knew he hates me right now,
I count help the sobs that wretched out of my body from the emotional impact if our confrontation.
This really was over, I have lost Derek forever.
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I had walked back to my streets quietly gloomy with a dark cloud over my head, I tried to be strong holding back from crying again, I was stronger than that.
But as soon as I saw reached my house and saw a figure waiting in the the front, for a moment my heart skipped a beat hoping that it may be Derek, but as my blurry vision cleared a bit, I saw th
