Side story L&C Cole’s POV **** I hadn't see luca that much lately since we kissed I knew that he was avoiding me, if he was that grossed out by kissing me he should at least say something rather than just being silent , he had a habit of jumping into bed with any person he sees . It was my fault a way, for being in love with my best friend beyond my reach, he was my gay awakening and my first love, but I guess that ends in different ways. And I met Matt who is always so sweet to me, always thought football players were pricks and assholes, but he was level headed and down to earth and always willingly did everything with me, that's who I deserve But my heart says other wise, even after all these f*****g years together the stole thing still won't let it go, I may had not fought away

