As soon as I see Ethan out of sight, I look over at Matt. He doesn’t take his eyes off of me. He doesn’t look angry anymore, but he’s looking at me trying to take it all in. We both stand there looking at each other, I search for the words to say to him but I am speechless. How am I supposed to explain this to him, I met the new counselor, he is hot and I’m a bit turned on by a man who is not my mate. I start to feel guilty and regret, I wonder if other people have second thoughts about their mate. He finally shakes his head and blurts out, “What the f**k Anna! If I didn’t show up what would of happened? I can smell your arousal and right now it’s making me sick!” I didn’t know how to answer him. I was searching for the words and nothing was coming out. I took a step towards him jus

