Chapter OneI touched my
brakes briefly, not bothering to change down a gear on the familiar
road. My trusty old CitiGolf took the speed bump like a horse going
over an easy hurdle. I kept to third gear knowing the next bump was
less than a minute away. Rina had actually turned back to watch the
black BMW320i. It had been sitting on our tail hooting irritably
for at least the past three minutes. The BMW braked hard but still
went over the bump with what must have been an annoying scrape.
Lindi cackled
wickedly, “You're evil, darling.”
“Don't be silly.
Everyone in Joburg knows all the speed bumps and potholes. And if
you don't know the road, you shouldn't be driving so fast.”
“Yes. Everyone in
Joburg drives too fast!” added Rina, who had just moved up from
Ladysmith.
“Uh-oh. I can feel
a Durbanite Joburg bite coming on...,” grinned Lindi, giving us her
signature hair pat and wiggle.
I caught Rina's
eye in the rear-view mirror. We both shook our heads. I had been in
Joburg for seven years now and didn't consider myself a Durbanite
any more. We listened to Björk as I turned left, then right onto
William Nicol towards Randburg.
“So you're really
doing it, Sammi?” asked Lindi.
Rina inched
forward on the back-seat.
“Ja. It feels like
the right thing to do.”
“You sure?” asked
Rina, “Because my cousin Priya from Newcastle went to this
astrologer lady in Dundee and she told her that she would meet the
man she would marry on a cruise. So, Priya used all her saving to
go on this cruise and almost died!”
“How? In the
swimming pool?” I wondered out loud as Lindi looked at Rina with
wide eyes.
“The ship
sank.”
“What, the
Achille Lauro?”
“No, The
Oceanus. So it just goes to show!” replied Rina, sitting back
with satisfaction as we turned into Peter Place and started to move
at a more acceptable pace despite the start of the Easter Weekend
afternoon traffic.
“This isn't the
same...,” I said lamely, knowing they would never understand. Rina
was only twenty-four, yet already married with a child planned for
the next year. Lindi didn't believe in romance and life-long
commitment—something her girlfriend found hard to deal with.
“What you need,”
began Lindi in her Mama-knows-best voice, “is some fun! When was
the last time you just went on a fun date?”
I didn't reply,
still too mortified to tell them the awful truth.
“Yes,” put in
Rina, adjusting the bindi on her forehead. “When was the last time
you had a date, never mind a boyfriend?”
I opened my mouth
with a shrug, trying to think of something off-hand to say when I
was saved the trouble by a taxi suddenly cutting in front of me. I
braked heavily and Rina's small purse went flying into the side of
Lindi's big new hair.
***
My sister, it
seemed, had similar misgivings.
“Look, Sam, you're
thirty-three. You've been waiting too long for the 'right man'.
Don't you think it's time you opened your mind a bit. There're some
really nice guys out there...”
I stared at my
phone hatefully, half wishing we were back in the days of landlines
only—or cellphones which didn't have loudspeakers.
She continued,
“What about that delivery guy you were talking about?”
“What! He's like
twenty-three!”
“So?” Easily said
if you are married, Aquarian and a femme-fatale yourself.
“So?” I echoed,
“It's not right for me. I need to marry a Taurean born in the year
of the Rat 'cos I'm a Cancerian born in the year of the
Dragon!”
My sister sighed
in exasperation, “You're so stupid sometimes. Just don't get
conned, is all I'm saying. I've got to go back underground. I have
to inspect a new seam. Love you. Bye. Oh, by the way, are you
coming over on Sunday afternoon?”
“Yes, see you
then. Love you too. Bye.” I sighed then lugged my suitcase out to
the car.
For most of the
drive to Magaliesberg, I sang along to my favourite songs which
helped keep my mind off the next two days ahead, and the fact that
I was driving through country roads in the dark—alone. I reached
the Lodge just after 7pm.
Mary, my friend
and life-coach, was there to meet me with her famous hug and
irrepressible exuberance. Linking her arm through mine, she steered
me first to the main farmhouse to point out the dining room and
lounges, telling me all the while about the schedule, before
leading me down the enchantingly lit path to my door.
“This is a really
special time, Sammi. I can just feel it!” she enthused, giving me
one last hug then leaving me to settle in.
At 8pm, it was
time to go meet the other nine on the course. Introductions were
brief. We were left to mingle over a buffet in the dining room of
the converted farmhouse. It was warm and cosy; just right for
exhaustion to hit, despite the strangers and my reason for being
there. I thankfully seated myself down by the fire with a plate of
snacky things, placing a glass of red wine by my side.
Mary bustled over.
“I'm so glad you're here!” she said with a hint of nervousness,
squeezing my arm affectionately.
A momentary doubt
flitted through my mind. If Mary, the facilitator of our
Heart-To-Heart course, was feeling nervous... “It's gonna be
great!” I smiled with more assurance than I felt.
Mary smiled back,
nodding. “You should mingle,” she encouraged, popping a kebab into
her mouth.
“I will. I just
feel a bit...beat...”
“That banshee of a
boss been screaming again?”
“Ja. We almost
missed the deadline for The Times. Lost booking materialised.”
“What, again?
Heads will roll,” said Mary ominously, waving encouragement to a
mousey-looking person called Susie or Susan or Sheila.
“Definitely,” I
remarked absent-mindedly as I let my eyes wander over the male
occupants of the room. None of them looked like the soulmate I had
envisioned.
Mary started to
brief me on the possible matches.
“That's Henry.
He's an accountant and a Reiki Master. That's Matthew, a freelance
writer and astrologer. Over there is Vusi—owns his own small ad
agency. He's a Wiccan. You two have a lot in common. Next to him is
Wilhelm, another accountant with big plans to open a retreat near
Rustenburg. And last, but not least, we have Malcolm. He's a healer
and a vet. You have a lot in common with him too. He could really
help you with your healing development.” Mary looked at him
thoughtfully. “And he's a Taurean.”
I looked at
Malcolm obediently. He had his back to me. It was a nice
well-formed back in a white shirt. His reddish brown hair was
neatly cut. Blue jeans and takkies completed the look; a pleasing
back.
Mary looked at me.
“Come on, I'll introduce you.”
“Um...”
“Come on! Don't be
such a chicken or you'll never get anywhere!”
She grabbed my
arm, pulling me towards Malcolm and Susie or Susan or whatever her
name.
I started to
panic, quickly disentangling myself from Mary before we reached the
pair. “I'm sorry, Mary. I just need some time to myself. I'm going
to go to the labyrinth, then to bed. Okay?”
“Okay.” Mary was
looking at me with disappointment. “You rest and think about what
we talked about. Any of these guys would be a great match for you,
but it's up to you to make them see that you'd be best for them.
Goodnight, Sweetie.”
She gave me a
hug.
“Goodnight, Mary.”
I scooted out of there as fast as I could.
***
I walked down
through the trees towards the labyrinth. There were three
firebrands burning at the edges of the clearing giving the whole
scene a 'Survivors Magaliesberg' look. The mountains were faintly
drawn in the background, illuminated either by a town or a veld
fire—I couldn't tell which.
I walked softly
not wanting to destroy the almost magical atmosphere, watching my
footing on the gravel path to avoid slipping. I'd almost reached
the nearest firebrand allowing me to vaguely make out the dark
shape of the tall centre stone. The shadow of the standing stone
looked odd. Deformed. Like some nasty shadow creature was squatting
at its base.
Gripped by a
primeval fear, I took a step back, with the intention of running to
the light and safety of the cottages, and tripped on a treacherous
stone. I shrieked as I started to fall, attempting to skate on the
damp grass to retain some balance. Instantly, a high-powered LED
light from the standing stone hit me in the eyes.
An angry voice
demanded, “What the hell are you doing here?” A male voice; accent
indeterminable. Register low. Menacing.
I lost my balance
completely, hitting the ground with a thump. Survival instincts
taking over, I scrambled up quickly and started to run back to
safety. I’d barely taken two steps when I was jerked back painfully
by the arm and swung around. The horrid LED light hit me in the
eyes. Too terrified to scream, I blindly hit out with my free hand
at what I thought would be a face. I hit an arm instead. The torch
went flying. He dived for it, his grip loosening on me.
Self-defence 101 coming back to me, I kicked him as hard as I
could. As he rolled away gasping in pain, I picked up the torch,
taking a second to blind him with it, then ran, frantically trying
to turn the thing off.
I found the switch
seconds before I reached the trees. Softly, I ran into the darkness
of the copse, carefully stepped off the path and leaned against a
tree, trying to quieten my breathing. I was absolutely certain he
was chasing me. Sure enough, he was.
Seconds later,
rapid footfalls announced his approach, slowing as he reached the
darkness of the trees. He stopped. I clutched the torch like a
club, praying he would pass me by unawares. The seconds crept by as
I strained to hear him—appalled that I couldn't hear him at all.
Then he was gliding past my tree like a shadowy spirit.
A minute or two
passed as I stood dithering whether to run to the farmhouse or back
to my cottage. The thought of meeting him on the way didn't bear
thinking about.
The sound of Mary
and a little group of people coming down the path was a godsend.
Sagging with relief, I waited for them to reach my tree before
stepping out to meet them. Mary screamed. I screamed. Everyone
shouted or yelled in surprise—except for Henry who laughed hard
enough to scare away any ghosts.
***
I woke up the next
morning, stiff and tired, amidst crisp cotton sheets, cellphone
inches away from my fingers. It took me a moment to remember I was
in the cottage. Thoughts of freshly brewed Nescafe proving too
tempting, I pulled off the bedclothes. Intent on the little kettle,
I stepped off the bed and almost broke my leg when I tripped on the
torch. It stopped me dead; all the terror of the night before
seeping back.
I had babbled my
story to Mary and the others as soon as everyone had calmed down.
We had all gone down to the labyrinth to search around the standing
stone but had found nothing wrong. There was talk of calling the
police and nowhere being safe these days. Mary had offered to sleep
in my room, but, looking at the others who seemed to be viewing me
as some sort of hysterical flake, I had decided that I would be
okay on my own. In fact, standing in that group had made me doubt
my own account, with the terror fading like a bad dream. Except it
hadn't been a bad dream. That heavy Coleman torch definitely wasn't
mine! Whose was it?
I found my
toothbrush in distraction. I reflected on my attacker as I had seen
him last—in the bright LED light rolling about in pain. Dark hair,
bright beady dark eyes, a strong nose and a wide mouth...Or was he
just grimacing in pain?
I finished
brushing my teeth then stepped into the shower. He had been wearing
dark jeans, boots, and a dark shirt, underlining his good build.
And he'd been strong, I remembered, rubbing my upper arm ruefully
where it had already bruised.
I dressed quickly
in preparation for breakfast and the course. Dropping a notebook
into my bag, I turned to leave. The torch stood staring balefully
back at me. I hesitated a second before quickly putting it into my
bag and hurrying off to breakfast.
“Any other strange
visitations last night?” asked Melanie who, despite claiming to be
a psychic who's only life's purpose was to help people, handed out
the snidest remarks of anyone I'd ever met.
I blushed, trying
to ignore her.
“Well, stress can
manifest itself in strange ways,” came Vusi to the rescue, his dark
face breaking into a huge cheeky grin. “I remember when I worked at
T&T Ads, I got used to experiencing the weirdest things. Like
the time I thought the coffee machine was speaking to me in
tongues!”
Everyone laughed,
starting a recital of their own funny stress experiences. Vusi
winked at me. I gave him a grateful smile over the croissants and
cold dishes. The course began soon after. I was paired with
Malcolm, ostensibly to help each other develop our healing
abilities, but actually to see if there was any chemistry.
Three hours later
it was obvious Malcolm and I had as much chemistry as neon and
argon. I didn't like Malcolm at all, finding his energy rather
abrasive.
“Never mind,
Sammi,” comforted Mary patting my hand absent-mindedly as we
watched Malcolm hurry off to Susan/Susie/Sheila’s side. “I think
Henry likes you very much. He's been asking me all about you and
been giving you the eye.”
I looked at Mary
blankly.
“You know, The
Eye,” demonstrated Mary, assuming the expression of a bug-eyed
locust. “I feel you two will have a remarkable future
together.”
I turned around to
find Henry watching me. He smiled, a shy whimsical smile, adjusted
his glasses, then strode heron-like out of the room.
***
With a two hour
break for lunch, rest, and meditation, I grabbed a quick bite with
some water before heading off to the labyrinth safe in the
knowledge that on this beautiful, clear day no-one would dare
attack me. Not being entirely stupid though, I approached the
labyrinth circumspectly.
With only the
breeze to disturb the calm, I took a moment to listen and look
carefully into the trees around the labyrinth as well as into the
long grass bordering the entrance. There appeared to be no-one else
around. Satisfied that I had the place to myself, I took a small
rose quartz out of the basket at the entrance and pulled my special
wish-stone out of my jeans pocket, to leave at the centre with the
hope that my wish would come true.
I began to slowly
walk the labyrinth, allowing its calming effect to do its thing as
it always did for me. It was hot, the breeze making it pleasantly
bearable. I reached the centre in a dreamy haze, kneeling down to
gently place my two stones in the pile near the base of standing
stone. There I concentrated on my wish to meet my true-love, my
husband. That's when I saw it: a little plastic tube, about the
size of a cigarette butt, sticking out at the base of the standing
stone. It looked oddly menacing, destroying the sanctity of the
labyrinth. Feeling almost compelled, I started digging it out with
my fingernails, certain it would explain why I had been attacked
the previous night.
“Hey, what are you
doing?” I jumped at Henry's voice. There had been no hint of his
approach.
“You gave me a
fright!” I panted, covered in dust and perspiration. That tube was
just about out, but it was putting up a hard fight.
“Sorry. Did you
lose something? Can I help?” Henry was striding across the lines of
stones with a helpful smile.
“Um, no. I was
just making a wish.”
“Oh,” said Henry,
stopping just in the centre, “I see.”
That smile again,
only taking on a false quality. I leaned backed against the stone,
my body blocking the plastic tube, and slid down to a kneeling
position in the stone's shade. Brushing back wet hair off my
forehead, I smiled just as falsely, wishing he would go away.
He knelt down too.
“So...”
He really was
quite cute, but...“Look, Henry,” I began, wanting to get it over
with quickly. “I really need some time to myself. Do you mind?”
He stared at me a
moment. “Um, ja. Sure. I'll just...,” He got up and began to back
off. “Um…See you later?”
“Definitely.” I
smiled sincerely, suddenly liking him more. I watched him stride
off towards the trees, my hidden fingers worrying the tube out of
the dusty ground.
A couple of
minutes later I had it nestled in my hand. The tube was about two
centimetres long, all black with a little seam along its width. A
little pressure on the seam helped pop it open. Inside was a single
piece of tightly rolled paper with a stream of printed numbers. A
shadow fell across me. “Henry...,” I began, already instinctively
crumpling the piece of paper into my hand whilst turning to look
up. It wasn't Henry. It was my attacker from the previous night. I
stood up slowly as we eyed each other warily, with him standing no
more than a metre or so from me.
He was remarkably
handsome in daylight. The dark hair was dark brown; the bright
beady eyes were still bright but a light, pure green—not beady at
all. His mouth was full, not too wide or small. So he had been
grimacing...Oops! He wasn't as slim as I had thought him to be, but
broader, making him appear even more menacing in daylight with his
arms folded, his legs spread; his hand extended expectantly for the
plastic tube. I started to hand over the tube.
“Who's Henry?” he
rumbled.
“What?”
“Who's Henry?”
Help arrived.
“Him!”
Henry was running
down to the labyrinth drawing something from his pocket. Good old
Henry was calling the police. Mr Menace didn't turn around. He just
grabbed my arm again, constantly jerking me off balance, preventing
me from running away or attempting to kick him.
“Henry!” I
screamed.
Mr Menace turned
to face him just as Henry arrived, gun in hand. I stood open
mouthed. Henry with a gun!
“Hand it over,”
demanded Henry, not sounding very nice at all.
“But..,” I
whinged. Wasn't Henry supposed to save me?
Mr Menacing stood
very still. He didn't say anything.
“Hand it over
Sammi. I know you've got it. I don't want to have to shoot you
too.”
Henry looked way
too comfortable with that gun.
“Give it to him.”
Mr Menace's voice was softly compelling. I held out the black
tube.
“Throw it,”
instructed Henry obviously not keen on stepping any closer to the
simmering Menace.
I threw the light
tube. It landed closer to Mr Menace than to Henry in a tuft of
dried grass.
“Don't move.”
Henry's voice was cold as he stepped forward.
Keeping the gun
trained on us, he knelt down groping for the black tube. I could
not believe that Henry was going to shoot us. He had already
indicated that he was going to shoot Mr Menace. There was no reason
to believe he would not shoot me too. This was not how my life was
supposed to end!
A few long moments
went by as I waited for my life to flash before my eyes. Instead, I
just thought of all the things I would never get to do.
Henry shifted,
glancing down to search for the tube which must have rolled away.
It’s usually at this point in movies and books that the guy charges
the gun-wielder, wrestles it out of the gunman's grip and wins the
day. Mr Menace must have watched the same movies as me. He moved
abruptly, kicking out at Henry's face, fist hammering down. Henry,
somehow anticipating this, shot him.
My scream seemed
disembodied as Mr Menace came toppling down on me. Futilely, I
tried to catch him, only to be borne to the ground with him, my
hand and body turned to the right as I ended up cradling his torso,
still screaming. Henry's triumphant eyes met mine as he stepped
forward. He shot Mr Menace again. The bullet jerked his body
momentarily off me then slammed me painfully into the ground again,
leaving me with no breath.
I passed out.
***
My side was
burning, bringing me back to consciousness.
A man was crying
over sharp, concerned voices, “I could have stopped them! I should
have stopped them. If only I...,” he sobbed hysterically. It was
Henry.
Melanie was
comforting him. “There's nothing you could have done. They had
guns, lovey. Toe nou, kom.”
Henry wasn't going
anywhere. “No, no! Maybe I can still help! Maybe she's still
alive!” Which was how Henry got to see Vusi and Mary gently roll Mr
Menace off me.
I groaned
involuntarily. Instantly, Mary and Vusi were attending to me,
checking the extent of the wound.
“Let me see!”
Henry was trying to push past, but Vusi shoved him gently away into
Matthew and Wilhelm's waiting arms. They led him away despite his
protests.
“Henry did it!” I
tried to say.
“Yes, Henry's
fine, sweetie. Don't worry about him,” reassured Mary, holding a
piece of her torn skirt to my wound.
“Guy...,” I tried
again.
“He's...not good,
sweetie. Malcolm's doing his best.”
I passed out
again, only to be awakened by new voices. The paramedics and police
were quick and efficient. They were working on Mr Menace when I
turned my head to him. His green eyes bore into mine. “Gerrie...” I
thought I heard him say just before they carried him away on a
stretcher. I tried to think. He was trying to give me a message,
surely. But what did it mean? It was no good. I fell into a numbing
daze as they lifted me to be carried towards the farmhouse.
“She's okay. It's
just a flesh wound,” someone said.
“Thank God!” I
heard Mary say, hurrying alongside.
I was taken to my
cottage for treatment. Mary stayed with me the whole time, holding
my hand as I drifted in and out of consciousness; partly from the
pain, partly from the painkillers. I remembered insisting Henry be
kept away from me. Fortunately, Mary listened. No-one else was
allowed in with us, except Vusi who spoke quietly with Mary sitting
in the window-seat. Their presence was comforting. Eventually, I
relaxed into sleep.