A family of her own

Chapter 14

Chapter 14Maddie’s pov

When Marcus called me, I thought okay here we go he is going to dump me. I had been crying all night. I didn’t want to lose him, or Jaylah. I loved them both so much. I hurried over to Marcus’, so I could just get this over with.

We walked into the kitchen and sat down. I was all prepared for his little goodbye speech. So, when he told me he loved me it took my breath away. I didn’t know what to say. I thought for sure I was losing him.

I tried not to cry because I didn’t want him to see me like this. Then he told me he wanted me to be a part of his and Jaylah’s life. Then I lost it. I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. Did he really mean it?

He wiped my tears away, but I still couldn’t look at him. I was scared he would hurt me again. I felt like this was all a dream. At any moment I would wake up and he would be gone. He had the power to break me. I thought all I ever wanted was a family.

I was wrong what I want is Marcus and Jaylah in my life forever. They are the family I need. When Marcus kissed me, it was if he was kissing all the doubt away. So, when he asked me to stay of course I said yes. We walked hand in hand up to his room. I couldn’t help but wonder how it would feel to do this every night.

“Marcus are you sure about all of this?”

“Yes, you are the one for me Maddie. I love you, and I am ready for a future with you.”

I smiled up at him and could tell he meant what he had said. I don’t know what changed in him, but I am sure glad it did. I never wanted to replace his wife. I just wanted him to realize there was room enough in his heart for the both of us. It bothers me that I will never be able to give Marcus a child, but he tells me it doesn’t bother him. I just hope one day he doesn’t change his mind.

“Marcus I was all set to leave until you called.”

“You were leaving? Why?”

“I got a job opportunity in another state and I figured you wanted to end things after what Jaylah asked me, so I just couldn’t stay here.”

“I am sorry for how I reacted. I never should have put any doubts in your mind.”

“I would never try taking your deceased wife’s place. She is Jaylah’s mom and I know that. I just wish you knew that.”

“Maddie I am so sorry deep down I did know that I was just so confused.”

“Are you still confused?”

He pulled me into him and kissed me. That kiss put any doubts I might have still had at ease. He pulled me into his arms and we laid down and cuddled up in his bed. It felt right. I felt like I was meant to be in his arms.