I gulped hard. The sight before me will be something that will terrorize me for the rest of my life. It wasn't just the entire house this man destroyed. But himself more when I looked at his face. His shirt and trousers had thousands of holes now. I could see the gushes through them and how blood trailed down his skin and soaked his gray fabric crimson. He was not standing close, but I could smell the strong scent of liquor coming from him. "What have you done to yourself?" I asked him softly after calming myself down. My heart was still pounding hard, but I tried to act strong and couldn't allow myself to break down before this broken man with whom I could be responsible for this situation. If I could see hard enough, I knew I would see the stack of bottles rolling, and he had sm

