I stood there like that, gaping at the scene with mixed emotions. But that wasn't something that bothered me more than that question. I always drifted into my thoughts and asked myself why nobody liked me and what I did to deserve hatred from many people I met.
I was taught to trust people. I told myself it was okay to give someone a chance and give myself a chance after forgiving myself for doing what I wasn't supposed to do. Nothing I did gave me the satisfaction I hoped for. The never-ending loop seemed to get blurred in my eyes, and I again told myself everything would be okay. I would be okay if I pretended I was a human who needed to study hard for good grades, work hard for more money and look out for her family, but it seemed to me now like it wasn't for me.
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