My first Love before rebirth

Who am I ?

Remember that secret passage I said I found when I was looking for Charles pendant, well I went back to the library to look investigate more about it . I removed the book that was there and a door opened . Once I entered inside,the door closed and the torches inside the hall way lit up. I could clearly see some ancient writings on the wall. Which I could not read . I kept on walking and found myself at a stop similar to the secret room we had at home only that the bowl in the middle had water with fire on top, bines around the stand and the stand was made of Ice, the bowl was made of Earth( soil) and everything was protected by a wind shield. It was as if all six elements were being represented. I was still looking around when I found a book, that was written on it "Bethany's journal ". It was quite beautiful with a lock on it. Soon after I heard sounds of someone coming in and I quickly hid behind the book shelf .

"It's all my fault why do I have to be such a fool ". A male voice said. " Fool?, you literally gave it back without even blinking an eye and that was your only chance". A girl's voice said. "We have to stop her before it's too late or what happened before will happen again". Another male voice said."I think we should still keep close watch on her ". A different voice said and they walked slowly out ." phew ,that was close, they could have caught me but who would come to a place like this".I said to myself and then quickly left the room before I will get caught by anyone .

When I got home I went straight to my room when I reached home to try and open the book. I decided to use my fire like the last time but it didn't work. "So, how else can I open this book hmmm ". I said to myself and decided to use the bracelet as a key because the pattern of the bracelet and the key hole were thesame shape and size, so, I figured out that maybe it might work and it did opened the book . The first page read,To anyone who will see this, know that I will never be reborn but just incase I wrote some of my knowledge, my real background story and some of my experience as been an extraordinary royal . Unlike my brother Richard and my sister Nancy I was treated as an outcast .The girl in the portraits of the royal family is not me but my twin Bertha but everyone thinks it's me . It all happened on the day a fortune teller came and told my parents that Bertha was going to destroy all of us .My parents been as easily convinced as they are denoted her to the position of a maid and made her existence neutral, as a twin I decided to give her my position for a day but ended up being forever, she took everything away from me pretending to be me, I am really sorry for the great danger that will come after . "So, if I am not Bethany then who am I? because I am definitely not Bertha or am I , this is so confusing because she wrote a letter to her rebirth self and still said she wasn't going to have an after life". I said to myself. All of a sudden the door opened and I quickly hid the book. " I see you are taking it seriously with your studying habit but I must say , it I quite shocking ". Ethan said. " Book's rule ". I said . "Well, I came to tell you that Lily is here and she brought company". Ethan said and left my room while I got ready to see my guest.

"Lily, Charles what did you guys come over here for". I said. " Can't I see my friend again and plus you said that I should bring him ". she said the last part in a whisper so that Charles wouldn't hear a thing we were saying. " I want to tell you something ". Charles said with a cold tone.