I feel so isolated from the outside world. It’s been two days and Amy has not returned yet. I have no-one to talk to. I’m starting to worry about Becky. She was sick when I was taken away and I have not heard anything since then. My mind keeps going to the worst outcome and I get more and more anxious to leave and be with my children!
Today I will have my first session with my new therapist. You can say my previous one had a conflict of interest. Maybe I can ask him when I will be able to see my children again and to find out how they are doing. We are not allowed to make any phone calls as it might trigger an emotional outburst and I have not had any visitors yet. We are only allowed visitors on Sundays, which are still three days away.
Sitting at my usual table and observing the pati
