The Capricorn Luna

Chapter 2Pre-Graduation

Chapter 2 Pre-Graduation

Aliza Thoughts

I am eighteen and I just graduating high school. I would like to think I have made a lot of achievements within my years of school but that was just the beginning. College is where I will be able to get my chance to shine. There are so many opportunities that at first I was overwhemled with which classes and electives I should sign up for. I settled on the study of the supernatural, wicca, and the evil forces that are this world for my electives and the basics for my classes.

I have lived her in a small town called Jamestown in North Dakota. From what my father used to tell me is he was fishing one day with mother where he found me in a capsule crying my little eyes out. He would tell me they both felt an automatic attachment to me and they knew that I was meant to be in their lives. I am grateful to have these parents, but to my dismay I have so many questions of where my bloodline comes from. I have many dreams each night of those people from the boat... When it crashed... "Darling are you almost ready? Your friends are here" My mother calls to me. I yelled back down "Be right out mother!"

As I made a few last adjustments to my attire I remember when my mother and father promised they would allow me to drink and do what I want as long as I didn’t disrespect their house or myself. I understood where they were coming from. I had a lot of friends that would coming over tonight after the graduation to celebrate our new paths into our lives. I decided to wear a dark green one shoulder mesh pants split thigh dress. It went with my dark green hazel eyes. I wore a garnet diamond neckless around my neck with light green sparkling earrings my mother got for me on my birthday in January. I was finishing up on my last curl, and my flash from earlier seemed to continue, but with so much reality my heart broke at the sight in front of me.

The closeness I was to my mother. Her arms wrapped so tightly around me, I felt as safe as I do now. She was a beautiful woman, her eyes were oval like mine and light hazel green. Her dark curled hair stuck to the sides of her face as the sweat of fear ran down her face, and her sweet soft voice "My sweet child I love you.."

I come back to now and I am all of sudden sweating like I just ran a marathon. My mother comes in and I automatically calm down. “Sweetie are you ok?” I shake my head yes and reply “The heat from the curler must have gotten to me. I am okay mom.” I give her a hug because I know she is worried I am leaving home to go to the city to South Dakota State University. It is about three hours away. At least I didn’t decide to go to NYC. I know they have an awesome architect program there that I would have excelled in, but it wasn't for me.I get an excited feeling along with fear and guilt mixed in. I know it what it is from but I won’t repeat it in my head or say it out loud. For some reason a little voice comes in my head and say ‘ You will never be good enough. Just give up now you wont make anyone proud ‘ I shake the feeling off and finish up on my makeup. This will be an eventful night i am sure of it…

When I walk down the stairs my mother and father are there at the last step with my friends with their cameras. They all yell out "Smile!" I smile and big one showing my teeth and pose with my hand on my hip and head. I acsend to the bottom where everyone else is standing laughing and talking away when out of nowhere I feel the flash coming back and I fall to the floor into darkness. No one around me no one to catch me..

Aliza Fantasy

"There is my beautiful daughter!" The man from the ship says with so much love in his eyes. The woman replies with so much admiration "Yes my husband she is as beautiful as my mother was God bless her soul." He picks me up from my bassinet and twirls me around in his arms. I can feel both the love and security within his grasp. "Okay I must leave now, but when I will return please be ready to venture out it is already late as it is." He kisses her forehead and places his hand on my head " I love you both" and leaves.

My mother starts to sing to me in the most beautiful voice

"Twinkle Twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the world so high

Like a diamond in the sky

Twinkle Twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are"

Aliza Wakes Up

"Sweetie are you okay? What is wrong?" I can here my parents and friend in a freenzy until I open my eyes. "Aliza what happened? Are you feeling okay?" Tears in my eyes fill my vision and my mother comes and holds me while I let the pain out.