Am i really this?

Chapter 1

Someone is running infront of me.

No.

From me.

Why?

"Stop running!" i sream, but to no avail. "Let stop running and figure out what's happening!" I scream confused.

The other person whom i now notice as an women. An women whom i know. Seline. She stops and looks scared, but confused at me.

As i walk closer to her, i notice that with each step she's getting smaller.

Or am i getting bigger?

I should only be an head bigger then her.

I stand an few meters from her and she is half my size.

Also i notice i'm in my wolf form.

Wait.....

This isn't my wolf form. What .....

I'm standing on two backlegs. My hands an form between hands and paws with huge claws.

Those huge claws suddenly grab her arm with such huge force that i can feel her bones being crushed into tiny pieces.

I feel my mouth open and only now i notice how big it gets.

While Seline is desperately screaming and trying everything to get away from me i slowly put her head into my mouth.

Snapping it shut and chewing on it before swalowing it completely.

I just did what?

I leave myself no time to question it as i peacefully eat the rest of her body. I left absolutely nothing of her body. I even ate her clothes and shoes and all.

I stare at the spot where she ones stood, but now it seems nobody was ever here.

I open and close my claw while staring at it.

The most shocking thing about this incident is the amount of peace i feel. I do not feel remorse or regret. I do not think of what happened is an bad thing. Only peace.

I open my eyes and see the ceiling of my room.

What. was. that. dream?

Nightmare?

But i can feel some lingering feelings from the dreams.

That peace.

The peace quitly faded away and the normal turmoil of my head is starting again.

Voices telling me to do all kinds of horrible things. Some are screaming, some are whispering.

You would think the screaming ones are the worst, but the whispering ones are actually the worst ones. You can hear them hard enough to make out what they are saying, but because of the volume you have to stop and listen to them.

Making me go in an trance and let's just keep at it i do not want that. Nobody does.

With the voices comes feelings. Every voice has it's own feeling.

My mind is an storm of voices and feelings.

Feelings ranging from hate and lothing to desire. Desire to harm, torture or murder people.

Sometimes i feel myself slipping into this raging storm.

Like you are being sucked into an tornado.

I do not want to know what is at the center of this tornado.

I never told anybody about these voices.

I shake my head and step under the shower.

After i look at myself in the mirror. Short black hair and dark brown eyes. I have an big build and you can clearly see i play sports a lot. I play rugby and kickboxing.

Moving my body brings me an tiny bit of peace. Music also helps a bit.

I walk downstairs to the kitchen and see my parents and my little brother. My parents are your regular pack members. Both very helpfull and accepting. My older brother is an femboy and very open about it. He dresses also like one. I adore my family.

"Morning" i say. "good moring" they all respond. We talk small talk before i say; " ready to go, Alex?" My older brother responds; " yes, let me grab my bag from my room".

i grab my bookbag and my sportsbag and head to my car. An black Fort Shelby GT500. I worked so hard for this car.

Alex runs out of the house and to my car.

We head to school.

Once arrived Alex gets out of the car, but stops in his tracks.

He starts sniffing the air and suddenly gets behind me.

I wanted to ask what he's doing but i saw my rugby team captain and the best friend from the pack leaders son heading to us.

He looks angry.

With an angry look he asks me what is HIS mate was doing behind my back.

Suddenly the voices in my head all started saying the same thing and i could only comply with them.

An smirk comes to my face and i say; "I'm protecting an very precious person to me from an bully"

David (team captain) while rasing his fist: "YOU!" and started to go for the hit.

With ease i catch his fist and trow him on the ground and jump on him. I keep punching his face.

The voices are happy. They keep chanting: "GO ON!" in sync with each other.

" ...."

"..be"

"gabe"

"GABE!"

I come to an stop.

I see David is passed out and his face is bleeding very badly.

Zack the pack leader son comes running to us. I get off David.

Alex kneeles beside David looking worried.

I roll my eyes.

An few other teammates grab David and bring him to the nurse. Alex follows them.

Zack; "What is wrong with you? You freak."

Me; "He started it. Or should i have taken the hit and beating?"

Zack; "No but you went to far"

me; "I'll apologise when he wakes up."

Zack; "Good"

With that my mate walks away.

I'm sure he knows we are fated mates.

Just like David and Alex.

Why does he ignore it?

Because of his girlfriend Seline?

Yes, that Seline.