Chapter 37
I always wanted to get out of this life. To escape the tribulations, the adversities... the happiness. However, life keeps on bugging and irritating me. It is like it is playing with me. Whenever I try to get out of this life, it always fail. Whenever I try ending my life, something always shows the reason to live. I feel so down and I wanted to just stop breathing. I always wanted to run away from everything. I am afraid to be afraid. I am afraid to be sad. I am afraid to be happy. That is life, it always makes me afraid and nervous. Life makes everything unfair. It is building the walls around me. Life makes me selfish, too selfish that I just want to die. I don't want to feel the pain they are feeling. I don't want to shed those tears. I don't want to be weak. I don't want
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