Waking up from my sleepless night still drenched in a cold sweat, my clothes and bed saturated with it. I wrinkled my nose at the smell fear,sadness,sorrow. The different emotions swelled inside of me until they leaked out, small whimpers escaping me. The knocking on my door went unheard as i went into the bathroom. Looking in the mirror the person who stared back at me looked old, washed up and wasted. This was taxing on my body and it had only been a mere 18 or so hours since my silent rejection. Pulling the knob on the shower the hot water scorched my skin, not being able to handle the burn i turned it to cold and sighed in relief. The Ice soothed the ache in my already cold heart, sitting in the bottom as the water rained down beside me i cried. I cried, like i haven't cried before,

