Do You Remember Me?

Can't Help This Feeling

3rd Person POV

"I think we're going to fast." Those few words still rang in Kat's ears. He didn't know how to feel. He was lost. All he wanted was for the Omega to accept him, but instead, he might-as-well of had his heart ripped from his chest and crushed. A new burn in his chest was forming now. He didn't know what to do.

"Bakubro! It's been 2 days. What is going on?! We start classes in a few days, and you've been moping around like someone that... Wait.... What happened after Izu's heat? What did he do?" Kiri had been trying to get information out of Kat for the past 2 days, but Kat just kept walking back to his room and shutting himself in. 'What did I do wrong?' He thought. 'I thought every Omega wanted a strong Alpha to take them in. Wait, does he already have an Alpha? Does he have another in his heart and not tell me? Did he just use me for his heat because his true Alpha wasn't around?' Kat was spiraling into a panic attack. He hadn't had one in so many years. It freaked him out more, sending him farther into his attack. "BAKUBRO! BREATH! You're going to be okay!" Kiri ran and pulled Kat into his chest, hugging him tightly. "It's going to be okay. I don't know what happened, but please. You have to calm down. Focus on my breathing. Focus on the beats of my heart. Slow breaths. Come on Bro. You got this." Kiri rocked back and forth, never releasing his hold on Kat. He slowly started to pet the back of Kat's head in a soothing motion. Kat's breathing slowed as he closed his eyes. "That's it bro. Nice and slow." Kiri encouraged. Kiri has seen Kat go into his fair share of panic attacks, so he was always able to calm him down. Just as Kat was calming down, he heard voices behind him. His breathing picked back up and shut his eyes tighter. "Please... not now..." He whispered, only loud enough for Kiri to heard him. Kiri looked up and saw the two boys coming out of the greenettes room, laughing and chatting away. The greenette caught sight of Kat and started towards him. "Kaach.." "No, Izu. Not now. He needs time. Please. Walk away. I don't know what happened between you two, but this is putting a lot of stress on Kat right now. So right now, I think it best if you not be around him for a while. Not unless he goes to you." Kiri looks back down at Kat, hugging him tighter and closer, Izu stands and stares in confusion at the sight, "It's okay Katsuki. I got you. Slow deep breaths. Please. Focus on me and me alone. No hospital trips this time. Please." With those last words Izu's eyes blow open. 'What does Kiri mean by this time? What is going on?' He looks to Denki for some answers and all he gets is his arm taken and pulling him from the house. "Okay Kat, He's gone. Denki took him out of the house. Lets try and stand and get you into bed. Okay?" Kiri asks softly. "Oh... Okay Kiri. I... I can try. Help me?" Kat looks up to his red headed friend. "Of course Kat. Come on." He smiles and stands first, holding his hand out for Kat to take. Kat grabs hold tightly. Kiri pulls his friend up with little to no struggle. "Come on. Bed for you. I'll get you some water after I get you to your bed." Kiri states as they walk to Kats room. "Thank you Kirishima." "It's no prob..." "NO!" Kat interrupts, "No. I mean it. Thank you. For everything. For not only always being there, but for helping me out of these stupid attacks." Kat says while looking up to his friend. "Oh Kat! I mean it too. It's no problem at all. You're my best friend. I'd do anything for you." Kiri says with a smile. Kat looks up to that smile. "Okay." Kat looks down at his feet as he walks, "Sleep with me?" Kiri stops for a moment, "What are you saying Kat?" Kiri can feel the heat creeping up his cheeks as he looks at his best friend. "I want to know. I want to know how an Omega feels while being with an Alpha. I want to know what he was feeling. How he was feeling. Please. Just once." Kat is almost in tears, begging this from his friend. "I need to talk to Denki. You know that. I'll let you know tonight, okay Kat?" Kiri doesn't know what to do. He doesn't want to deny his friend his only wish from him, but he doesn't want to hurt Denki. "Okay. I... I understand." Kat continues looking down, cheeks red and tears threatening to come flooding down. Kiri opens Kats door and walks him to his bed. "Okay Kat. Lay down, I'll be back with water. Give me a few minutes to wash a glass and get the water nice and cool for you. Okay?" Kiri questions leaving his friend in this state of mind. He remembers a long time ago when he got this down. Things happened. Lets just say, if Kiri hadn't found him in the high school bathroom that day, he doesn't think Kat would be here at all now. "Okay Kirishima." "Don't move Kat! I mean it. No repeats! My heart can't take that pain again. I don't want to lose you." "I wont. I don't even have any of that stuff anymore. Remember? You stripped my room when I was in the hospital recovering." "Right. Well, still... Stay!" Kiri smiles at Kat before closing the door behind him. 'I have to talk to Denki, now.' Kiri thinks to him self while he rushes to his phone.

(Text between Kiri and Denki)

Me: Hey Denki, I need help.

Sparky: What's up babe?

Me: Kat just asked me to do something... I don't want to hurt him but I don't want to hurt you either. I don't know what to do.

Sparky: Well what did he ask?

Me: ......

Sparky: Red, babe, tell me. You're scaring me.

Me: Oh Denks.... He wants me to sleep with him...

Sparky: HE WHAT?!?!?!

Me: I know

Me: I told him I would have to talk to you. You are my mate. What you say goes! I swear it.

Sparky: Why?

Me: huh?

Sparky: Why does he want that? Why did he ask you to do such a thing, knowing damn well we are together?

Me: He... he wants to know how Izu felt. He wants to know how an Omega feels to be with an Alpha.

Sparky: I don't think I'm understanding this right...

Me: Izu did something to his pride. He is in such a fragile state. I don't know what happened. He won't tell me, but I know one thing. In all the years I have known him I have only seen him like this one other time. It almost ended his life.

Sparky: IT WHAT!?!?!?

Me: Don't tell him I told you. He isn't okay right now. I want to help out my best friend, but if it means hurting you in the process, I don't think I could live with it.

Sparky: Fine.

Me: What?

Sparky: I said fine. Just...

Sparky: Me and Izu will stay out tonight. I'll go see if Jiro is still around and we'll stay there tonight. Just..... Just don't leave me after this... I don't want to lose you.

Me: No Denks. You could never lose me. This is just for his mental state. No feelings other then Bro feelings. I promise! I love you. I'll make this up to you 100 times over. I swear it!

Sparky: Fine. But I want cake. and ice cream!

Sparky: As well as a fancy dinner for just us!

Me: Deal! Saturday. 8PM. I'll take you out somewhere nice. Somewhere with all that and more.

Sparky: DEAL! I'll see you tomorrow evening back at home. We'll stay out until 3PM tomorrow afternoon. I love you.

Me: See you then, Sparky. I love you!

(end chat)

'Okay. So now to bring Kat and myself some water. It's going to be a long night.' Kiri thought to himself.

"Kat. I'm back." Kiri opened Kat's door to see his red, tear stained cheeks. "I talked to Denki. About that thing you asked from me... He said it was fine." Kat looks up from his pillow, stained by tears. "Are you sure? I don't want anything to happen to you or your mate-ship." Kat asks worry laced in every word he spoke. "It's okay Kat. We talked it out. I am all yours tonight Kat. Just tell me what you'd like me to do." Kiri says with the a small gentle smile, placing the to bottles of water on the table. "Where do we start? I mean... I know what to do... but... I don't know... just... treat me like I'm an Omega. Show me what it means for an Alpha to be with an Omega. Show me what an Omega feels like while with an Alpha. At least then, maybe, I'll know how to take care of one properly." Kat says with tears pricking his eyes. "Okay Kat." Leaning down on top of the blonde, "Close your eyes. I'm going to do a lot of things to you. But I need you to think as though you truly are an Omega. I'm going to call you as such. That means no growling at me when I start to take full control. You have no power to stop me from doing what I want. More so for you, what I need to do." With that Kat closes his eyes, laying his back flush on his bed. "Okay. I'm ready, Alpha." Kiri shivers a little hearing his friend giving him full control. "Okay. That's very good. You're doing great my sweet Omega." Kiri praises. "I'm starting now." With that, Kiri leans down capturing Kats lips with his own. It is a deep lustful kiss. Over powering any sense Kat may have had. Kiri brushes his tongue across Kats lips, asking for entrance, which Kat gives instantly. Kiri starts to swirl his tongue around inside of Kats mouth, tasting everything the blonde has to offer. He slides his hand down to Kats chest, pinching his pert buds. Rolling the right between his middle finger and thumb. Soft moans escaping the blonde. "Oh Kitty Kat. I didn't know you were so sensitive here." Pinching slightly harder. "Ah, Red... What is this feeling? It feels weird." Kat moans. "You're feeling ecstasy. It means you're feeling really good. You'll be ready soon." He smirks at his friend. "Ready? Ready for what?" Kat asks, slightly worried at the answer.

"For me to enter you, My sweet Omega"