Do You Remember Me?

Hospital

Kiri's POV

I can't believe he did this again. After promising me he wouldn't do it again. He said I took everything from him so he couldn't. Why? I thought I was helping him. Izuku.... He really does love Izuku... I should have told him no... I should have just stayed with him, watching over him. Now... Now I don't know whats going to happen.

"Mister Kirishima?" The Doc asks for me. This has all been one big mess. "Yes?" I stand up and start to approach him. "Come with me." He says while walking away from me. "Okay. Can I ask how Katsuki is doing?" He sighs heavily and turns a corner with me hot on his heels, "He's not doing good. He lost a lot of blood. He is sleeping now. So far, we have patched up his wounds, given him a blood transfusion, and put him on an oxygen machine to make sure his breathing stays steady. What I would like to know is, how long has something like this been going on? He doesn't seem to have any visible markings from previous attempts. He has two long scars on his arms that look to be old attempts, but looks like he sought out help before as well." Heavily sighing again, he turns to look at me. "Well?" He asks. "He had an attempt in high school. Maybe 3 years ago now. He has suffered from situational depression. Before you ask, no, he is not on meds. He refused to even think about it. He struggles sometimes, but he always comes to me for help. Earlier this morning, he over heard a conversation between me and a roommate. It was about him. He wants to be this roommates forever mate, but the roommate says they are going to fast. Kat must have taken that as a rejection. He came to me for help, and I helped him the best I could. Then in the morning, the roommate came home earlier then I thought they would be. So, we talked. I told them what happened the night before, and they started yell at me. That must've woken Kat, cuz next thing I know, Kat is walking to the fridge to get water, tells me thank you for the night previous, and went back to his room. I didn't think anything of it, and continued to talk the roommate down. I went to talk to Kat about going to the store. When there was no answer, I started to freak out and get worried. I knew his past, so I immediately called the EMTs while I worked on busting into his room. He had the door locked, so I broke the door off its hinge just to get to my friend. So I ask you doctor. Is my friend going to be okay? When can I take him home? By home, I mean truly home. I will be taking him back to his mothers. She needs to know about this, and I hope that she can help him better then I could." My voice is starting to crack. I need to not break down right now. I need to be strong, for Kat. If nothing else, I need to be there for him. With a sign the doc locks eyes with me, "It'll be at least 1 week. He needs to recover, and we need to watch over his wounds." "We were supposed to start college in 3 days. I was hoping everything would be fine by then." Looking down at my feet. I can't believe this is happening right now. "I would feel much better about hi staying the week, but if he shows signs of being better in 3 days, he can start the day after. No sooner. That is only if he shows signs of being recovered enough to leave." The doctor states. "Yes, Sir. Can I see him now?" "Yes. Right through this door." He grabs the handle and pulls open the door. As I walk in I can hear the machines beeping, scanners printing, and the oxygen machine pumping. "Oh Kat." I rush to his bed side, grabbing his hand. "Why? How did it come to this? I know you can hear me. You did last time. I need you to pull from this. I need you to squeeze my hand, let me know you can hear me." I feel the slight tighten around my hand, signaling he is listening. "Okay Kat. Now, I need you to try. Try and open your eyes." I start coaxing him. "I can talk you know, Dumb-ass." I hear Kats voice and look up to his face. His eye's are open, "By the Goddess Kat! What were you thinking? I thought you were past this." I can feel the tears burning my eyes, threatening to come crashing down. I feel his hand leave mine. Next thing I know, I feel his fingers brush under my eyes, whipping away the tears that were there. "Eiji, look at me." I lift my head and shift my eyes to look at him. He's smiling. "Why are you smiling?" I'm so confused. "I'm smiling because of how worried you are of me." "Of course I'm worried Kat! Why now? What caused you to try and take your own life now?" I'm still confused. I thought he wasn't going to do this again. He got silent, smile disappearing from his face. "Please Kat. Tell me. What happened?" "I think you know what happened." Kat says while holding up his arms. "No Kat, not just now. I'm talking about in general. What happened with you and Izuku?" He cringed when I said his name. Something must really have happened to throw him this time. "Th... That's not important." I can tell something is really bugging him. I get up, walk to the door, opening it I look at the doctors and nurses. "Please do not bug us for a minimum of 30 minutes. No matter what you hear, do not bug us. Please and thank you. Nothing bad is going to happen to the patient. No worries" I smile at them and close the door. "Now, as for you, Kitty Kat," I pause looking right at him. I can tell his face is going read from the nickname. "I need you to trust me. I need you to tell me everything that happened. I need your thoughts. If you don't tell me, I can't help you. If I see that you try and lie to me, there will be repercussions. Understand?" He nods his head at me.

Time Skip

Kat told me everything that happened between him and Izuku. I feel bad for him, but he took that conversation the wrong way. I heard Izuku's side of the story yesterday. Now I can help them both a lot better. "Okay Kat. Here's what I gathered from Izuku, before you came out of your room. I talked to him. Denki let it slip that I had asked for permission to be with you the other night. Izuku thought that everything you told him that night was a lie. He thought that it was just a way to freak him out. To make him leave so you could have us, me and denki, to yourself. I know, stupid, but true. I tried talking to him, calm him down, but then you came out of the bedroom and called me Red in front of him. That through him way off. He thinks something is going on with us. Then, when I went to check on you... He saw you Kat. He saw all that blood. He saw what you did. He is very confused. He thinks this has something to do with him coming back to the house. Him coming between what you really want.... Me.... Kat. You have to tell him. You have to tell him everything. Your past and your future." I see the hesitation in his eyes. He doesn't want to burden anyone else with his problems. "You need to tell him. Especially if you wish for Izuku to share his life with you. He needs to know." "Okay... where is he? I should tell him while we are here, just in case I go into melt down mode. You know... I don't need to try that again." He looks up at me, tears brimming his eyes. "I can call him now if you'd like." "Yeah... Th.. That'd be good." "I'll just step outside and make a phone call. I'll be back." He nods his head at me and I walk out. I can tell this is hard on him, but if he wants them to work, then he has to tell him.

Ring  Ring  Ring

Izu's POV

Incoming Call : Kiri

Ignore call. I can't do this right now. I can't talk to him. I want Kat. I want him to talk to me. Not his bed mate.

Ring Ring Ring

Incoming call : Unknown

Accept

"Hello?" I answer "Izuku! DON'T HANG UP! IT'S ABOUT KAT!" It's Kirishima again... "Fine... I'll listen. What is it?" I can't believe I'm doing this, "Kat needs... no... Wants to talk to you. He's going to tell you everything. Hear him out to the very end. If by then, you still don't want to be with him, then I'll take him back home to his parents house. You will never see him again... And neither will I." "I... I don't know what to say..." I'm confused. Why would he want to talk to me when he has Kirishima? "I'll text you the address. He is kicking himself right now. What I said yesterday, still stands. Everything we did, was all so he knew more about what you were feeling. Nothing more. He wanted to know about how Omegas feel when with an Alpha. What to do during and after. It's all so he knows more about being with you. You were the only one he had ever been with. I have known him for a very long time and never once has he tried so hard to impress someone the way he has with you. He had the whole week planned out for you two to get closer, before your heat struck. He asked if you wanted him because he wants you, and only you. So hurry here and talk, kiss and make up. Maybe f**k and make up... I don't know. But I do know one thing! He loves you and only wants you." With that Kiri hung up the phone and within minutes I had the address.

Deep breaths Izuku... Everything will be fine.... "Okay... I'm ready." I looked up at Kirishima and nodded. He opened the door to the room and closed it behind me. "Can you tell him to come back? I told him I can't do this alone." It was Kat. He sounded like he's been crying. "Y... Yeah..." I open the door and wave Kirishima down to come back. "He wants you in here too." He nods and walks in. Sitting in a far corner, as to seem like he isn't there, while emitting his calming pheromones. "Thanx Red." I hear a huff in the corner and then, silence. "I guess I'll start since you don't seem to want to talk right now." I look over at Kat. He's just looking at his hands. "So. I hear that you have a few things to tell me and talk about. I want to tell you now. If you're going to tell me anything about past relationships, don't. If someone made you like this, don't bring it up. I only want to hear about what makes you think this" Pausing to point at his arms "is the only way to go about things." I can see the tears brimming in his eyes. He never wanted me to find out. About any of this. "Katsuki Bakugo! You tell me right now. I can't do this!" Still silent, silently weeping. "Fine. I'm leaving." I stand up and turn around to leave, but I feel a hand grab my wrist. As I look down I see Kat grabbing me, pulling my arm towards him. I let him pull me toward him, not realizing what he's really doing. As I turn and let myself be pulled I feel a pair of hands push me forward into the bed. I land on top of Katsuki. "I'm sorry. I was pu.." "Shut up... Just shut up and listen." I just lay there, un-moving. I don't know what else to do but listen at this point. I don't really have a choice. "Okay. I'm listening."

Kat's POV

"Okay. I'm listening." Izu states, waiting for me to continue. "O.... Okay.... So, starting off, yes. It was about an ex and it's the things they said that have stayed with me for a very long time. You don't want to hear about them, but hear out what I have been dealing with these past years." I feel Izu nod against my chest, signaling he is still listening. I take a deep shaky breath and try to continue. "They... They would go out of their way to make me think I was the worst Alpha ever. I was nothing. An Omega could do a better job at being an Alpha. It hurt my pride. That's when Kiri and Kami found me and started being my friends. Kiri got me out of that relationship. I owe him so much. When you turned me down, my world crashed. You are my light Izu. You are who I have been fighting for this whole time. I would take back what I did with Kiri that night, if it means you could be the one in my bed always. I can't stop these thoughts. They always resurface. No matter who I'm around. When I heard you yelling at Kiri, I knew someone had told you what we did, but I swear on everything I have, It was so I can try and be a better Alpha for you!" I started to yell near the end. I just hug him tighter. I don't want him to leave me. I don't think those dreams of him were random. I think they meant something. I don't know what... but I will find out! "There was one other guy... He was in my middle school. I used to be such an ass to him, but we were friends. Something happened and I never saw him again. When he left, I realized I needed to forget about him, and for a long time I did. I am telling you this, because you need to know," taking one final deep breath, "Other then that boy, you are the only one I have felt this strongly about. So please Izu... Kitten... Please... Let me be your Alpha. Let me be with you forever." I exhale a breath I didn't know I was holding, and release him a little so I can look at him. He's... he's crying.... "Why? Why are you asking me this? We just met. We barely know each other. So why me?" Izu says through shaky breaths. "Izu, I already told you. You are the only one I want to be with. I feel like the goddess wants us together. I don't know if its true, or just me trying to make since of these feelings. Please believe me, Kitten. I would do anything for you. Let me at least try."I need him in my life. I don't think I could live without him.

Izu's POV

"Izu, I already told you. You are the only one I want to be with. I feel like the goddess wants us together. I don't know if its true, or just me trying to make since of these feelings. Please believe me, Kitten. I would do anything for you. Let me at least try."  Why...I don't understand. If he wants me so much, then why did he sleep with Kirishima... Better yet, why did Kirishima agree? "I have one last question." I say sitting up and looking right at Kirishima. I heard him gulp coming from his direction, he's nervous. Good. "Why?" I ask.  "What do you mean why? Why what?" I can hear the nervousness in his voice, "Why did you agree to sleep with Katsuki? Do you have feelings for him? I want to know. I need to know if I'm going to be fighting for his attention if I were to agree." I hear Katsuki scoff and click his tongue beside me at my question, "I want to know. Now. Please." Demanding an answer from Kirishima himself. "I used to." I can feel the shift in the air as he spoke. Katsuki had no idea. I thought so. "You say, used to. Not anymore?" I question him further. I will know why he agreed, and I'm sure it has everything to do with the fact he still wants Katsuki. "That's it. I used to. That's that.  I was trying to help a friend in serious need. He wanted to know and asked me. Me and Kami have been talking about bringing in another person to our relationship, try and keep things interesting, ya know? At first, I thought that person could be Kat... but then he found you, and I knew that that plan was out. So when he came to me for help, I knew Kami would be fine with it, but he needed to be sure that I was 100% his still. So I was to take Kami out on a fancy date today, but... Well... this is how my day has gone. Kat, by no means am I saying that it is a bad thing you are in my life, or that this is anything but me making sure you are still alive. I love you like a bro. I used to love you like more then that, but I can't compete with the man of your dreams.... Literally." He whispered the last word, so I could barely hear it, but I heard it... "What does he mean Kat?"