It was done. My hands were shaking as I loosened my grip on the pen. I gave myself a death warrant. Eventhough it was just a piece of paper I felt trapped and I wanted to cry badly. The marriage was done.
“ Can I go back now? “ I ask, my voice not even audible.
“ Huh? “ He asks.
“ C..can I ……c..cannn…I go ba…back? “ I say, breathless. My heart feels like it might fall out of my chest. I can’t breath. My whole body starts shaking.
“ What’s wrong? Are you alright? “ He asks worried.
I shake my head in negative.
“ Dad she is having a panick attack. Get the doctor. “ Jake exclaims.
Everthing turns blurry. I blink in order to gain some vision. Jake starts rubbing my back for comfort.
“ Relax Crystal. It’s alright. No one is going to hurt you. Take deep breaths. “ He informs.
I try but
