I’m pregnant and that too with Jake’s baby. What about my studies? What about my dreams? No no no. I do not want this baby. He raped me. I never wanted this.
Just because of Jake all this is happening to me and I’m not even married to Jake. I’m a teenager, not married and pregnant.
I’m definitely aborting this baby. Unlike other mothers all I feel for this thing in my womb is pure hatred. I will abort this baby and then everything will be back to normal.
My thoughts scare me so I shut them off. Jake… I do not even want to think about him. He has to let me go now, after finding out the truth he won’t stop me. He can’t.
Stop thinking Crystal. You just need a good nights sleep. I feel tired and I need to run away from this nightmare. Sleeping is the only option.
I close my eyes and
