My Missing Girl

37. Love (I)

It's nice to love when there's an openness between the two. The taste is engraved with infinite gaps. Love is created when you feel warmth for each other. Looking with the deepest heart and pouring in the lake that was in the heart that was originally murky is now clear because it is filled with love. Love has a sacred and meaningful nature.

In addition, love can also create a sense of tension where there will be fear or it can also be awkward to express that soaring feeling. Because love is stored too much in the heart as a result when in the expression,

Boom...

Exploding that sense, starting from confusion about what to do, how a good start to start the show? Or it could be where will the question arises "can I not hug you?"

That's what Hannah and Alex are experiencing right now. Where Alex's expression of liking for Hannah is very unaided. Alex doesn't plan on expressing his feelings immorally like this — it's not romantic, especially that being in the hospital isn't a good place to declare love, plus his girlfriend is sick.

Alex became awkward over his actions. He just silently did not open his voice after a few minutes had passed, while Hannah was silent - silently glancing at Alex with a sense of restlessness - Hannah was embarrassed and her heart was pounding.

"Hannah?"

"Alex?"

Suddenly they called each other because each other did without preparation, as a result, they surprised each other.

Afterward? There was no other conversation, until where Hannah's handphone rang which broke their silence.

The call was from Adam...

"Hannah, my baby?"

"Please don't call me baby, I'm sick of hearing it."

"Come on, babe? Why? You're still angry with me because I scolded Alex earlier."

Hannah muttered, which was interpreted as 'yes' by Adam.

Because she didn't want to wait long because Hannah couldn't wait if she had to wait as a result she started a conversation that she thought became important in adam's phone call, "what do you want to say Ad? Aren't you going to come here?"

"I called you because —"

Because 'proper situation reader' is the middle name of a person named Hannah Petter as a result she goes straight to the main core that Adam used to do if he would cancel his appointment when called like this.

"You're not here?" said Hannah straight to the core and no one missed it at all, because Adam was also apologizing. "I'm sorry. I promise that tomorrow will come and there is an urgent thing that I cannot leave behind."

Hannah wanted to believe it, but it felt like there was a crush. Because it seems so impossible. Of course, it's impossible for Hannah, because the flight schedule alone Adam can cancel, then why can't this matter? What's the problem? Is it more urgent than delivering a change of clothes for Hannah?

Because Hannah still didn't fully believe it as a result she said, "There's nothing you're hiding from me, right. Ad?"

"No Hannah, it's a very urgent thing not to stay. For your chance of clothes I have sent through the lightning delivery service, at most one hour your change suit will arrive."

"Are you not lying?"

"No Hannah, trust me. Anyway, Alex's still there, right?"

"Yes still."

"Of course, say my greetings to him. Already, I hung up, I'm sorry Hannah."

Hannah turned off her phone call, a curious Alex asked "from whom?"

"Adam, he said he couldn't come here."

“Why?

"I don't know, he didn't tell me."

Shut up again ...

No other conversation, as a result, Alex opened his voice first "Hannah?"

"yes?"

"There's something I want to ask you."

"What is that?"

"So we —"

Hannah who understood where Alex's direction was headed immediately cut him off, "You want to sleep with me?" Waw, Alex was surprised to be made by no pity - let alone without prior notice, Hannah invited him to sleep together - sleeping next to each other.

Hannah was conscious of her talk, but she buried her shame. As a result, Hannah went straight to the point. Anyway, they like it, right? So it doesn't matter.

"Do you mind sleeping with me?" Hannah repeated her offer and asked Alex.

"He..." Alex was confused as to what to answer, it was impromptu, and wasn't this too soon? Alex's mind thought too far.

Hannah bowed down, "I'm sorry if I'm too presumptuous."

Alex interrupted quickly, "No, I want Hannah."

Hannah smiled, then she shifted slightly to make room for Alex, "here, lie down." Hannah said as she patted the empty part of the mattress.

"Are you sure Hannah?"

Hannah shook her head, "You don't have to worry, this mattress is big."

*

Alex was already lying comfortably next to Hannah. The girl played Alex's fingers who had been silently silent with nervousness. Hannah knew it was because Alex looked so agitated and his cheeks turned red.

"Alex?"

"yes?"

"Since when did you like me?" Hannah asked with her hand that didn't stop playing Alex's fingers.

"Why do you ask like that."

Hannah dredged her shoulders. "I just want to know, out of curiosity. How can you people like you like me?"

Alex became silent and was increasingly confused about what to answer, but after a while, he managed to get an answer even though it wasn't that he didn't know whether the answer was satisfactory or not for Hannah." Because I like you."

"What kind of answer is that?" Hannah exclaimed with her protest.

"That's right Hannah because I don't think 'liking someone' needs an excuse." Alex expressed his opinion.

"But still Alex, you have to have a good reason for that." Hannah still survived her curiosity.

Alex throws a similar question at Hannah, but unexpectedly Hannah answers her question without waiting long and the answer is very beyond Alex's expectations, "because you like to tease me."

The night is getting late, leaving Alex unable to leave Hannah alone in her room. The plan is for Alex to go home to take a bath change clothes so that his body is fresh. His whole body was sticky because all day he hadn't showered.

After exchanging stories, Hannah fell asleep tired. The girl fell asleep soundly, maybe she was tired because she told a long and wide story. Alex who heard it was a little tired, let alone Hannah, right?

And what's also surprising is that Hannah is a fan of him, something Alex didn't expect. She tells a lot about herself, not only Alex is surprised Hannah is also like Alex, Hannah does not expect that her favorite radio announcer is Alex, the man who is with her all the time.

If Hannah had known from the beginning, she would have sold Alex's photo at a high sale price in Alex's fan community. Because Alex never showed his face anywhere,

"Are you a radio poet on Star Fm?" Hannah exclaimed in shock.

"Yep, I've been working there for a long time, and I always fill the prime time star FM hours every week," Alex tells it casually, but not with Hannah responding excessively. The girl couldn't contain her pleasure. This moment is very valuable in her life because Hannah can meet in person with her favorite radio announcer. Even today Hannah legitimately becomes the official girlfriend of Alex.

Hannah exclaimed happily, whether in her previous life she was a good queen, fond of helping her troubled people. Although the life she now gives this incredible life—being able to date her idol.

Alex laughed to himself when recalling the incident earlier, Alex did not think why he could be this calm just because he saw the pleasure, Hannah. Alex hopes to be happy — his happiness with Hannah will last a very long time.

Alex promises himself that if he can't make Hannah happy he's willing to be slaughtered by Adam, Alex is willing to give his life if Hannah gets hurt. For now, allow Alex to knit his love for real so that there are no similar injuries due to regret.

Hannah also tells Alex, if she likes the love sentence that Alex once said during the broadcast that is...

"Love is the belief that they are your backrest, even though your love is not yet by your side but if you convey your love through God, it will be conveyed perfectly."

 "Love is a patent for you, there is no such thing as love that lets go of that love waiting with certainty that your love and they will welcome each other in the future."

 "Every human being has a different belief about the meaning of love, but for me, love must have without any word let go for others. If you love someone because of God it means that the feeling you have is God's deposition for it (the person you love). Therefore, if you have established your love for someone then fight do not let go, even though your struggle begins with prayer. It's okay, it is very well, and don't just shut up and let them go without a struggle."

 "It can be said that you are the dumbest man in the world and you can be sure that your life will be full of regrets in the future."

Alex is amazed by Hannah's defense in life, although she saves many wounds, the girl believes that she will always be happy. The girl was too innocent, even she liked a sentence that was quite disgusting for Alex. Because for Alex the sentence was created only because of the request of the team producer who asked Alex to occasionally create a nuance of love in his radio broadcast. It's not just about self-improvement. Because according to them ─ the broadcasting studio wants to attract listeners from the youth, and thanks to Alex's soft poetic words, the desire of the studio is realized.