My Missing Girl

39. Can I?

The feeling towards a person can be as wide as the ocean if the affection is conveyed to the person who is indeed your own heart who chooses. Because the heart never chooses wrong, where the human heart is moved with sincere love let alone love is a gift from God. It's going to feel better when you enjoy that feeling.

The feeling of affection for the right person can be said to be like a fish in the ocean that can swim freely, they can explore freely without having to think 'is this something wrong?' because Bart's true love is a selfless feeling that must be explored freely to love each other, as well as fish and the ocean. They accept and protect each other in one place and need each other. Fish that need water to live, while the sea needs fish as marine life so that there is beautiful life at the bottom of the high seas.

Isn't love like that too? Sincere and accepting love is a dream, where the feeling will share with Lim based on basic and trust with each other. The sincere and honest feeling between two people who are being intoxicated by romance is what love says.

Like Hannah, how happy she was that Alex was by her side. Something she never expected before. Hannah feels lucky to be able to put her heart on the right person. If God had given her a chance earlier, Hannah would have been happy to meet Alex.

God's plan can never be expected or expected, the plan is very well organized and systematic, and will certainly end with happiness. Although the arrival is very impromptu but beautiful and happy still feels real, at least that's how Hannah feels when she's with Alex now.

The man was buying drinks and snacks in the hospital cafeteria. Wells, this afternoon Alex took Hannah to the hospital park, he said Alex so that Hannah is not stressed if always in the room, because Alex knows Hannah is easily bored if in a quiet place, such as a hospital room. And in there it's also very boring. yes although Hannah does not feel bored who is bored because indeed Alex always sings a crisp joke but fun to listen to, and Hannah enjoys it all.

Hannah was left alone there, but she didn't mind him about Hannah telling Alex to go alone. If you take Hannah later a little difficult and take a long time because you have to push her wheelchair.

While Hannah was enjoying her own time, Hannah arrived surprised by the arrival of Mister Jordan who appeared in front of her. Hannah was surprised when the person called her name, "Hannah?"

Hannah wiped her eyes several times, as she still couldn't control herself due to her shock at Jordan's arrival. "Mister Jordan?"

"yes, it's me. You still remember me?" Jordan said softly for fear of surprised Hannah.

Hannah laughed a little at Mr. Jordan's question because for her it was a very funny question. As if she were a patient with a memory disorder, Hannah was also not that old to forget things that just happened yesterday. Hannah is still a normal human being.

"Of course I still remember you, mister Jordan, do I look like someone who easily forgets other people?" Hannah replied with a bit of a joke because Hannah thought Mr. Jordan was being talked wrong with her. The truth is not like that.

"Really? Do you remember me, Hannah?" instead of getting limper than that happened, Mr. Jordan was getting tense. Because he was really afraid that Hannah forgot about him.

Hannah held the hand of Mr. Jordan who was kneeling in front of her. Mr. Jordan's position now is, he was kneeling in front of Hannah to equalize the girl who was sitting in a wheelchair. "Yes sir, why do you look so scared?"

Jordan can't answer Hannah's question because he hasn't confirmed it clearly, whether her guess is the truth. As a result, he only reviewed a slight smile to respond to Hannah's question. Reflexively Mr. Jordan stroked Hannah's head affectionately, "You're healing fast, Hannah." He is full of tenderness.

The romantic event didn't last long, because suddenly Alex came with a pretty loud screech, "what are you doing here, sir?!" Alex spoke firmly and swiftly he immediately kept Hannah away from Jordan by pulling the wheelchair Hannah was riding back.

"Alex! Why are you? That's Mister Jordan, he's Fred's father, so you don't have to scold him like that." Hannah reminded him firmly. Alex could only breathe. He didn't want to be surrounded by emotions in front of Hannah. As a result, Alex prefers to invite Jordan away to talk about something.

Alex brought his face to the left side of Hannah's face to whisper something, "Hannah, I'm just worried about you ─" Hannah who received Alex's remarks cut it off, "but your attitude is quite outrageous, Al."

"This is all I can do to take care of you, may I allow for a moment?" Alex tried to give Hannah some understanding.

"Where are you going?"

"I want to have a little chat with Mr. Jordan, may I?" Hannah nodded as a sign of her agreement with Alex.

Then Alex looked at Jordan seriously, and he suddenly said, "Can you come with me for a minute?"

***

Alex takes Jordan to a place far enough from where Hannah is. But from where Alex can still see Hannah and monitor the girl to stay in her term.

Because Alex didn't want to make this any longer as a result he immediately spoke to the point, "What do you mean to meet Hannah, like this?"

"I just want to see my daughter, what's wrong with that?" Jordan replied in a slightly firm voice. And Jordan's answer invited laughter from a man named Alexander Dyo. "Are you kidding me?" said Dyo in between his discordant laughter.

"Did I tell you at that time? Hannah is not Liliana. You also said that Liliana had died. So what reason makes you confident in your words?"

"You're trying to fool me, Al? I know you hid Lili from me on purpose all this time. You acted like you were stupid with my trust — Jordan's belief that Liliana was dead." Jordan begins to strike back at Alex, the man does not accept if Alex denies it if what he says is the truth.

"Are you sane asking like that?!" Alex was still persistent with his opinion. Alex also doesn't know the meaning of Jordan saying that Hannah is Liliana, where is that stupid statement from? Something Alex never thought of. It's true, all this time Alex believed Liliana was still alive and he was trying to find the girl. He got information from little Fox if Liliana was alive and living in the city of Vancouver, the city where he lives now. But as long as Alex was here he never got any clarity about Liliana's whereabouts. He tried his best, but the result? Still, there is no information that Alex can, information about the family that cares for Liliana is too difficult to get, which happens instead Alex is met by Hannah and made to fall in love by the girl. So he forgets what his true purpose is. As a result, what Jordan says about Hannah makes Alex invite suspicion of something.

"Come on, Al. Be honest with me." Mr. Jordan is still pushing with his will.

"Mr. Jo, listen to me. I don't know why you can say that, so honestly, I don't know either. Because I only got to know Hannah a few months ago, and she has a family and even she has a twin. Is it possible that Hannah is Liliana? At first, I also thought like you, because Hannah has almost the same habits as Lili. But that doesn't mean she's Lili," Alex said, explaining everything he knew about Hannah. Alex ever told me first? If he ever thought that Hannah might be Liliana. Because — Hannah and Liliana at first glance seem similar, even some of her traits and habits are the same. But what power, Hannah is not Liliana, Hannah is Hannah she has a life of her own, she has a clear identity, has a family that raised her. Even Adam's twin brother is very similar to Hannah, it's a sign of real proof that Hannah is Adam's twin brother. Not an adopted child.

"So please Mr. Jo, don't think like that anymore. I'm sad enough to remember Lili." Alex was sad.

Hearing Alex's reply, made Jordan burn with emotion. Because according to Jordan Alex's words are too excessive, he acted again. He spoke like that as if he was the most hurt victim here. What should happen is that Jordan is hurt by the loss of his daughter. As for Alex? What does it say, is it because of love? If Alex loved Lililiana sincerely, then why would Alex anchor his heart to Hannah now?

Alex is a jerk.

Jordan who is not willing to waste his energy to beat Alex prefers to go and leave Alex.

***

Hannah has been waiting a little worried about what's going on between them (Alex and Jordan). Because from where Hannah could see if Alex and Jordan were seen feuding with each other.

Upon Alex's arrival nearby, Hannah immediately peddled Alex with a few questions, "what are you debating?" because Hannah didn't like to talk - stale as a result she went straight to the core.

Alex replied with a shake of his head accompanied by a sweet smile, "Nothing happened, Hannah. You don't have to worry about anything." Alex said he completed the answer to Hannah's question.

"You're not lying?" Hannah is still trying to extract information.

Alex also echoed Hannah's reaction, so echoes he hit Hannah's hair bangs with a swipe of his big hand. "For now I'm not lying to you, but I don't know for later."

Hannah swung her lips, after a while, she said, "That means you have any intention of lying to me?"

Alex echoed a swipe at Hannah's head once more, "Hannah I want to say something, I'm also an ordinary human being who sometimes has the intention to lie, but for now, I have no intention of lying to you. But for the future, I won't put up with what I said earlier." Alex explained to Hannah.

But that's reality, isn't it? What Alex said was true. Because in this world not all humans are telling the truth, because sometimes they are required to lie for various reasons. Whether it's to protect yourself or to blame the evil that man once committed, or it could be to lie for the sake of virtue. All that incident must exist, because the name of the man who plays a role with oral must be something he will say with his mouth.

Hannah was just a jostling Sanggau at Alex's recent babble, and Hannah's response was, "Classy radio announcer is different."

Alex responded with a loud laugh.