My Missing Girl

AU (VIII)

Disclaimer: for this chapter and the next few weeks, maybe I'll make a story about the other universe of the Characters in the story 'My Missing Girl.' So the other universe is not included in the core part of the story. I wanted to create some moments between characters that might not have happened in the main storyline, so I hope you guys also like the special chapter I made, thank you J.

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Hannah tried to neutralize her fast-racing heartbeat, very sassy. Hannah became very nervous, this was the first time she came face to face with Alex, usually, she only observed him through Alex's social media, the man was so handsome when Hannah saw him from the photo. But it turns out that Alex's original form can thrill his heart sassy, the man is very handsome in his original form. Serious!! Hannah just wants to faint.

Hannah ran from there - where Hannah kept a table to receive guests, from where she did her job of guarding the registration table of guests who came at today's social service event. He wasn't ready for the spontaneous meeting today, it was too sudden. It was as if fate wanted to surprise him for real like today Alex was in front of him, and the man smiled clumsily towards her. s**t, that smile was still imprinted clearly in Hannah's memory, the sweet smile Hannah used to see from the photo had just been enjoyed directly in front of her. Ahh, Hannah felt that if this was the destiny of the almighty, it was also something she had seen before and it felt very real. Today's incident is one of them. But if it's true, Hannah doesn't want to be too hopeful. Did Hannah become Alex's young wife? Oh, Hannah doesn't want to. "Duh, Hannah thought a long way. Give it up immediately, and resume your work today." Hannah nags at herself when she thinks too far there.

It's enough with the heart palpitations event, now Hannah has to return to reality. He had just been called a mother of the house to help arrange food at the table. Of course, Hannah did it straight away. He walked while calming himself down "Hannah can, okay you have to calm down Hannah."

"Hannah, can I ask for help?" Hannah was surprised to hear that subtle voice, an unidentified person before Hannah looked towards the sound. "Ahh yes, what do you want to ask for help?" Hannah replied, suddenly she became embarrassed. He was surprised by the figure in front of him, he was Alex. The man who had just messed up his heartbeat, and unlucky just got Hannah calm, Alex had already appeared in front of her again.

Alex handed Hannah a box of oranges but instead received it immediately. Hannah was silent without a word like a robot running out of power. Seeing Hannah's attitude, Alex chuckled slightly. Then he called Hannah until the owner of the name came to his senses.

"Who's this orange for?" Hannah asked although she was embarrassed. She was embarrassed by her attitude of blatantly losing consciousness because she was too excited to have Alex in front of her.

"For you," Alex replied, then he passed away leaving Hannah who was still in a world of confusion.

"Strange." One word that crossed Hannah's mind and mind at this moment, however, she received the box containing the orange with a blushing face.

From a distance, Alex observes Hannah's movements. He watched with a racing heart as well. After a long time, Alex just felt that vibration in his body. A sense of joy that was so soaring, that a sweet smile was ejected spontaneously from his full lips.

"She's still the same as she used to be, she's still my girl. Who always sticks and complains spoiled to me" Alex muttered, softly. And it doesn't feel like his tears are dripping without hesitation.

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Hannah fulfills her promise, she meets Jimmy as promised. Jimmy had been waiting for her in the waiting room of the home. Hannah walked over and greeted Jimmy's wave there. "Have you been waiting for Jim for a long time?" Hannah asked when she arrived at where Jimmy was.

"No, it was only ten minutes ago that I was sitting here." Hannah nodded, then said, "What do you need?"

Jimmy exhaled softly, he needed preparation to discuss this with Hannah, this is important. Right, it's very important. So Jimmy had to with great earnestness to say this to Hannah.

"Hannah, why are you ignoring me?" Hannah tightened her forehead and automatically linked her eyebrows to each other. A sign of spontaneity.

"You mean?" asked Hannah confusedly,

Ahh turns out to be Jimmy's guess, Hannah did not ignore it but he forgot about his request a long time ago. Jimmy was a little sorry for asking Hannah.

"Have you forgotten?"

Hannah simply nodded at him, "I ever had a promise with you?"

"No"

"Why continue?"

"I told you that I wanted to learn about myself, but you never replied to my message."

Ahh about that, of course, Hannah had forgotten - as per Jimmy's guess. Hannah thought Jimmy didn't intend to - really because he didn't contact her anymore. Hannah was grateful because she was not ready to be used as a benchmark in knowing her identity, where only people have firm faith in Nature, God, and the dimensions of identity in the human body itself. Honestly, Hannah cannot share knowledge with others, not that Hannah does not want to. But he feels he doesn't deserve to be the quietest mentor or teacher Jimmy wants.

"Sorry Jim, I can't seem to."

"Why?"

"I'm not ready, I don't feel like I deserve to be what you want to be."

"But I trust you, Na."

"For now I can't, I'm still learning for an even better stage."

"Can't we learn together?"

"I'll think again."

"But can you?"

"I'll try Jimmy."

"I'm waiting for your answer, you're my only hope."

Jimmy stepped with sadness in his chest, as he felt rejected by Hannah. Since Jimmy had no ill intentions, he just wanted to learn to control himself just that. Jimmy wants to be a god-abiding man, even though Jimmy has done many good things but he feels bland. Jimmy feels that his life is colorless and dark. That's why he wanted Hannah to help him. Because Jimmy knew Hannah had an advantage in understanding the loneliness of divinity.

Plead properly, position yourself as a living and calm soul to control emotions subtly. Jimmy wants to go through all that, but unfortunately, Hannah hasn't been willing to help him. For the reason that Hannah is not that great to be a guide by Jimmy.

To be honest, Jimmy was a little frustrated at being rejected by Hannah. Because Jimmy thinks Hannah is the only hope Jimmy has to save his life.

After returning from the social service event Jimmy took the time to stop by one of his flower shops to buy red roses for his evening worship activities. It's one of those routines jimmy never left behind. Jimmy regularly performs evening worship to improve the balance of calmness in himself, emotional stability.

Just armed with a little science that Jimmy knows, Jimmy always does that every week. Although it had little impact on him, Jimmy never left his evening service. Because according to Jimmy this is one of the processes in his life. So Jimmy can't just give up.

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On the other side of the world, silence is silent there is observing. Hannah's every move was watched real and intensely. A figure who always protects Hannah under any circumstances but has not dared to appear. I want him to grab his little girl right away. His favorite girl that he had been looking for, but did not immediately get certainty.

He had already circled the world by crossing dimensions with his holy soul, he was willing to tire of his body just to find Hannah.

Ahh, Hannah, his youngest girl who is now an adult. I don't think the time has passed so soon, he misses Hannah. They want to grab Hannah in their arms, but their body distance does not allow them to be willing to grab Hannah with her holy soul, keeping Hannah from hurting. Hannah is too precious to touch others, let alone Hannah is the key to world peace. Hannah is a major milestone, she must be guided in real-time so as not to missteps.

"My little daughter, I'll take care of you from here."

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Tonight was a holy night for Alex, since five o'clock this afternoon he had started fasting. Today is the day of his birth on which he is obliged to observe fasting. Javanese people believe that fasting on the day of birth is a way to be grateful and reward the blessings that Sang Hyang1 has given to us as human beings. Javanese people used to call birth fasting with weton fasting2,weton fasting is carried out one day - one night. It doesn't have to be, but most Javanese people do it that way including Alex.

For one night, Alex wouldn't sleep. He would pray all night to get a dawuh. Dawuh3 is a direct and real guide from God Almighty. Alex always meditates every night, to cleanse himself and balance so that his soul and body synchronize with each other perfectly so that there is no overlap between the body and soul.

Alex tries to position himself so that he gets directions as he needs, but when he wants to cross the destination door. He was already confronted by guards wearing full clothes and he was unable to penetrate them.

"Who exactly is he?"

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NOTE:

1. Hyang is an invisible spiritual existence that has supernatural powers contained in ancient Indonesian mythology. This spiritual existence can be divine or ancestral spirit. Breeding to this spiritual entity can be found in the teachings of Sunda Wiwitan, Kejawen, and Balinese Hinduism.

2. Dawuh is a Javanese word that means telling others to do something.

3. Weton fasting is a type of fasting that is commonly done by people in Javanese society on the day of Weton's birth whose calculation of the start time of fasting and closing the fast is done based on the day of birth in the Javanese calendar. Weton fasting is usually done by people to maintain the closeness of the relationship of pancer (person) with the spirit of a sedulur papat (holy soul ancestral spirit), so that it is strong his soul, always sensitive to taste and mind, sensitive to occult whispers, to get the blessing of the ancestors, so that his life is blessed and smooth all his affairs and efforts, or to grant a desire of an important nature.