"I have nothing left to give, I have found the perfect end. You were made to make it hurt, Disappear into the dirt. Carry me to heaven's arms, Light the way and let me go. Take the time to take my breath, I will end where I began. And I will find the enemy within, Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin. Dear Agony, Just let go of me. Suffer slowly. Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony..." -Breaking Benjamin ( Dear Agony ) KAI COACHMAN [October 25th, 2020] "What are you going to gain from this?" I clench my teeth, trying hard not to flashback to that meme that always made me burst out laughing because this situation was serious. Ailee was here, holding a gun to my head. She moved me over to the couch and had me sit down with the gun still pointed at my head so she could shoot

