Elijah I'd tired to keep tabs on Alaina after that i***t best friend of mine chose not to respect my wishes and defy me every opportunity he got. I knew there was something wrong when he chose not to do away with Alaina, I'd tried to drip her form workign it had failed, I'd put a hit out on her and it had failed. Now all I needed was her back with me. I was lost with out her. I realise that now. I acted like a heartless jerk screwing all of those women when I had one to come home to every night. I should've never have had that damn contract written up and helped her out. She was the bsst P.A, I'd ever had the rest after her were nothing special I kept comparing them to her same. I've got it really bad. I poured another whisky chaser sipping it, I really f****d uo my life. My father, well

