Ashley
I stayed rooted in place, listening until the very end. Maybe I’m a bit of a masochist. Who knows? I just kept telling myself that at least it was still my name that made Marco moan like that. After all, we were the ones who started everything.
But truth be told, I’m exhausted, emotionally, mentally. Every time I get hurt, a part of me flirts with the idea of letting go. Why don’t I just let him and allow him to be happy with someone else? Maybe I deserve that peace, too.
Sometimes I wonder… maybe the reason I keep getting hurt is because I don’t really love myself. Maybe that’s why I keep holding onto him, allowing the pain to bleed through every fiber of my being. But what can I do if my heart still longs for Marco, even after everything?
So what now? Will I keep begging for f
