Ashley
I couldn't sleep after Marco left. How could I? How can someone fall asleep when every inch of their body is aching like this?
Is this how it will always be between us? What happens when they have a child? What if I get pregnant? Will my child and I become beggars for his time, for crumbs of attention, just like me now because we are not his real family?
I honestly don't know how mistresses like me manage during moments like this. To those who last long in this kind of setup, God, I admire their strength. Their guts to endure pain that doesn't just stab but lingers.
I know I'm the other woman. I know it's a sin. People think it's simple and shallow, but they have no idea how much it hurts. Every day, every night. Yes, we deserve the pain because we are part of something that des
