Lost and Found Lovers

Chapter 3 - Running Away Plan

When she woke up, her head was pounding and her body was extremely in pain. She was alone, naked under the quilt in a completely silent room.

Her body was very painful. Why? She was 25 years old, she knew what s*x was all about and she felt something bad had happened. She checked the bedsheets and found blood stains. She was shocked and tried to recall what happened last night.

She came to this room because of a headache and her body was too hot. Did Aditya Varman with her last night?

Did he drug her and have s*x with her without her concern? How disgusting can he be?

She was angry when she understood what had happened to her and her body. He had taken her virginity without her concern.

All this while she didn't want this to happen and it happened now without her consciousness.

She slowly walked to the bathroom like a dead body and she sat on the floor while the water fell on her head for a very long time.

Her world has collapsed and she doesn't know what to do now. She started to cry under the running water.

That bastaxx, he doesn't have the guts even to see my face after what he did to me? Or am I that disgusted in his eyes?

Her body was full of bitten marks and when she looked at herself into the big mirror, all the last night's scenes came to her mind.

The moment she closes her eyes she can feel the way he has touched her, kissed her, fondled her, and even how he penetrated into her. Oh God, what am I supposed to do now?

Enough of the troubles she has to face with her abused family now she is having this. She cannot tell anyone about this.

She wore the dress she was wearing last night and took a cab to go back. She was very calm and pretended nothing had happened.

She checked her phone. Benny has called her more than twenty times since last night.

"I am really sorry, I was not well last night so I went to see the in-house doctor and went back home," she texted him as simply as possible.

"I was worried something bad had happened to you, are you okay now?" he replied immediately.

"Yes I am perfectly alright" when she sent the text, her tears were streaming slowly on my cheek.

"Are you okay, miss?" Suddenly, the cab driver asked me after watching her from the rear-view mirror.

"Yes mister I am fine, thank you for asking" he nodded while smiling at her from his mirror.

My life will never be fine after this. Everything has gone, collapsed and I don't know how I am going to go through this.

I cannot do a police report because there is no proof and even I have he is a bloody rich and powerful man who can escape easily from the law. Am I brave enough to bring this matter to the public?

"JB, can I have a week's leave? I have an emergency in my hometown. I need to rush back" she texted JB.

"Sure and be safe, don't travel at night" he replied, but there is nothing to be safe anymore.

I am not going anywhere and I don't want to see anyone. I hate all the men in this world. I hate you Aditya Varman.

"Miss, we have arrived" she paid the charges and thanked him.

She is staying alone in a studio apartment so nobody will disturb her. She tore off the dress in anger the moment she entered her apartment. She fell on the bed on her stomach and cried her heart out.

That bastaxx has spoilt my life. She had been crying for the past two days without food or water.

She kept taking a bath whenever she felt his touch, and she felt as though it was dirty.

She cannot live like this; she has to do something about this. What will happen if I confront him?

What is the point if I confront him? If he is a good man, will he drug a woman and r**e her?

Suddenly, her phone rang. The call was from her mother. Why is she calling her now?

"Yes ma, anything important?" she pretended to be normal, like nothing had happened.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, I am maa, why are you asking like this?"

"Last night I had a very weird dream, a man was trying to r**e you," she told her in a worried tone and Krissy was shocked to hear that.

"It's just a dream, ma, don't worry, I am perfectly alright. How is everyone at home?" she maintained her tone as relaxing as possible.

"Fine and as usual, so no need to worry about them, you take care of yourself and be careful, okay?"

"Yes ma and you too," she cut the call.

She started to cry again after talking to her mother. Even her mother dreamed she had been r***d which really happened.

She was crying and crying nonstop. She heard someone knocking on her apartment door.

She grabbed a nighty and checked the peephole. A delivery man was standing there, so she opened the door.

"Miss Krisandra?" he asked and she nodded.

"This bouquet is for you, please sign here." She signed and received it with a smiling face.

It was a big bouquet of red roses decorated with baby breath flowers.

She saw the words "Secret admirer" were written on the sender's column. Huh! What nonsense is this and since when I had a secret admirer? The flowers made her calm a bit.

She has to decide what to do with her life now. No matter what, she would not go to him or her hometown.

She hates this place now; she feels everything is looking at her in disgust.

Almost three days now and she hadn't eaten anything; she was surviving only by drinking water. She cannot take the hunger anymore. She had a few cream crackers with a cup of hot drink, which made her feel a little relaxed.

She can see a better picture of what is going to happen in her life. She took a notebook and wrote down all the consequences which would happen now and after. In this way, it will be easy for her to sort out her life.

What normal things happen after first-time s*x?

"First I am very sure he would have worn a condom before he did that to me, so no pregnancy. Huh! That itself is a big relief. Second, if I didn't tell anyone about this, nobody would know, right? She smiled a little! Third, I have already decided not to get married to anyone, so this matter will not have any effect either. Hmmm! Then why do I cry so much when this matter actually doesn't affect me in any way?”

"Virginity is important only for a man who wants to marry a virgin woman, not for the woman itself. I was r***d, so how can it be my fault? I want to go back to my normal life again. Decided!!"

I went back to the office after one week off. The workload was too much. I had some sandwiches for lunch and continued with my work. I received another bouquet the same as last week with "Secret admirer" in the sender's column. Hmmm! My whole office was busy discussing my bouquet since this was the first time I had received it.

"So are you in love with someone, Krissy darling?" JB teasingly asked me.

"What makes you think like that?" I asked in a little angry tone.

"Then who will send you flowers worth a few hundred?"

"I don't know and I didn't ask to send them!" she continued with her work. It was almost 2 weeks after the incident and there wasn't any disturbance from anyone or anything, my life was back to the normal routine.

Aditya Varman, his life was not normal anymore. Whenever he closes his eyes he can only see her sparkling eyes and the words she whispered in his ears, "I trust you".

For the past two weeks he had been going crazy. He doesn't like to see any woman's face other than hers. What's wrong with me? It was just s*x, fine, a forced one without her concern, so what? Why does she haunt me so badly?

He cannot touch another woman now; he doesn't have any s****l feelings towards them! Did she curse me for what I did? He has sent her flowers for the past 2 weeks and she simply accepts them without knowing who the sender is.

The powerful Aditya Varnam, where has my power gone? He has no guts to meet her in person. He was a coward who left her to suffer alone that night, didn’t he?

It was the 3rd week and he sent a flower bouquet again and she received it. He only knew that his flowers had been received but he didn’t know she had thrown them into the dustbin.

Her company cleaner will pick them up to bring them back to her home and make potpourri.

She made it in a big beautiful basket with two baby statues in it, one boy and one girl giving the potpourri bag to Krisandra.

Her heart moved and she accepted the gift just because of the cleaner and the two baby statues.

She took it back home that day and she started to vomit, which was accompanied by a very bad headache.

"JB, I am not well, I will be going to the clinic now,” she texted JB in the middle of the night.

She called a cab and went to the nearest 24-hour clinic. The doctor was a lady in her mid-forties and she did all the routine checks to confirm Krisandra was fine.

"Miss Krisandra, when was your last period?” She told the doctor, but immediately her face changed to pale.

"What happened?” the doctor was shocked to see her face changed to a pale color.

"My period was delayed by three to four weeks, doctor.”

"Oh, it’s normal unless you are married, are you married?” Her face changed even paler.

"Do you suspect you are pregnant?” The lady doctor was stammering when she asked Krisandra. She nodded while her eyes were red and full of tears.

"Don’t worry, we can take a test and confirm it. Who knows it was just a delay, okay?” the doctor tried to console her and she nodded.