Lost and Found Lovers

Chapter 28 - Confession

"What happened? Why do you look so pale suddenly? Did I say anything wrong?" Krisandra's face was like no blood at all.

"No, nothing wrong, but can we not talk about this matter anymore? You were the first man in my life. There wasn't anyone before and will not be even if you leave me." She told him clearly to make him to stop to question about the other man in her life.

"Hahaha! Leaving you? You have no idea how crazy I am about you and what I have been through the last 6 years, and don't forget you are my children's mother. You are the only woman I fell in love with at the first sight after 10 years of love failure." Krisandra was shocked to hear his confession.

"I don't believe you, liar!" She smirked at him.

"Yes, I am a womanizer and everywhere I go there must be beautiful women beside me. Almost every night there will be a woman to satisfy me."

"Why?" She didn't like to hear it and yet she wanted to know why he was like that.

"Because I hate women," he told her angrily.

"I am a woman too, Aditya, but why don't you hate me?"

"Hmmm! When I saw you at dinner, I didn't know but I wanted you, immediately." His eyes were red in color, full of anger.

"I thought you were with your boyfriend so I asked David to drug you. I want you to feel me in you and you in me."

"You know", he paused before continuing.

"I never had unprotected s*x with any woman. You were the first woman I had, purposely. I wanted to feel you Krisandra." She was in pink color when she heard his shameless confession.

"I never talk with any woman when I have s*x. I never ran away from any woman except you." He was looking into her eyes. She needed to trust him. She must understand his pain.

"I felt guilty for what I did to you and I wrote you a blank check, but you rascal, never look for me even after I canceled the check purposely. After that night, I suffered each and every night. I cannot forget you, your sparkling eyes, the way I made love to you, how you kissed me innocently, our moment." Suddenly he smiled and said.

"The best part was you even asked me whether I feel pain when you kiss me," Aditya was laughing loudly at Krisandra.

"What is so funny?" She hit his chest playfully.

"You didn't even know how to kiss in the first place," and he continued to laugh.

"Baby you were so innocent, the same as now." Saying that, he kissed her deeply.

"You still didn't know to kiss and I am really happy about that." He smiled sexily at her.

"Why are you happy?" She frowned at him.

"Because you never kissed anyone and become an expert. Right?" She changed color.

"You are becoming pinky now, Krisandra. I love you so much." He kissed her.

"Remember, you have been my woman from the day I touched you, nobody can change that. We will get married once my hands recover. I promise you that."

"I told our kids we are married."

"We will have a registered marriage. Maybe I will try to backdate our marriage."

"Adithya, can we keep it secretly for now?" She asked in a very low tone.

"Are you ashamed to announce your marriage with me?" He raised his voice a bit.

"No, of course not Aditya, the kids just joined you, they are not used to this environment, their school matters. I want them to live like normal children. I don't want them to lack parent's love."

"Why do you say they will lack of our love? You don't trust me? You don't believe I will love them? I know how it feels when you don't get parents love!" He sighed loudly.

"I know that too," she whispered to herself.

"I believe you will love them, I trust you." She assured him.

"I will protect, love you and our kids with my life, Krisandra, I promise." He kissed her passionately.

"Let's go to the hospital and check your hands first," she told him once they woke up the next morning while resting her head on his chest.

"I am fine, I don't feel any pain."

"It's better to check, you harmed your hands a lot last night,"

"I will ask the doctor to drop by to check, okay?" She nodded her head.

"Aditya,"

"Hummm, yes,"

"What happened to your family members?"

"I was the only kid in my family, my dad passed away a few years back."

"And your mom?"

"She lives on her own." His tone was low.

"What happened between the two of you?"

"Nothing much, she doesn't like me." He told her in a little angry tone.

"The other night in the hospital you were asking her not to leave you."

"She was very interested in going out with her friends, clubbing and having new lovers." There was anger in his voice.

"She didn't care how I grew up, my father's nanny took care of me. She doesn't even care whether I have food or live healthily or not." Aditya spilled out all the anger he kept for so long.

"Whenever she stays at home she will beat me or hurt me. Krisandra I still remember. I was only 5 years old at that time. I accidentally broke my rice plate by dropping it. She asked me to eat the rice on the floor." He was telling her with a cracked voice as though he would cry anytime. She hugged him tightly. A powerful man like Aditya Varman has been through a very bad childhood.

"I have seen her with another man in our house when my father was not around. Later, my father had a mistress but no kids, either."

"They were busy satisfying their s*x lives rather than taking care of me. If my nanny was not there, I am not sure what kind of life I would have lived. She passed away when I was 20 years old. That was the time I decided to go overseas and not to return. I returned after 10 years when my father passed away to take over his business and assets."

"Then who is Damayanti?" she asked him. She was more interested in knowing who her love rival was.