Didn't he ask me to trust him yet? Why can't I trust him?
Didn't he say he would not hurt me? Why do I feel a pain in my heart?
If I had told him about my pregnancy earlier, would he have treated me the same as how he is treating me now?
Or is he treating me nicely because I have his children?
So many and many more questions were running in Krissy's thoughts.
She didn't know whether her emotions were right or wrong anymore?
All her six years of anger towards him vanished in a second when she saw him getting hurt.
Aditya Varman's is very important to me. His life is very important to me.
"Krisandra, are you okay?" He pulled her back to reality when she was swimming in the pool of questions in her mind.
"Lock the door." She looked around and they were in a big room which had two single beds joined together.
She locked the room door and waited for his instructions.
"Are you sleepy?" She shook her head.
"I am not too. Can you hug me?" He asked her. She hesitated for a while and walked towards him awkwardly.
He opened his arms and she hugged him.
"Tighter" She tightened her hug.
"More" She put all her energy in and hugged him. He laughed at her.
"You need to eat more from tomorrow onwards."
"Why?" She asked him while still hugging him. She felt safe in his hugs.
"Remember what Krisha said?"
"What did she say?" She asked him casually.
"Hmmm, how come you forgot so fast? Bad woman!" She looked at him with a blurred face.
"Really you can't remember?" She nodded.
Only her physical body was there at that moment, her mind and emotions were fully filled by him.
"You need to bathe me every day." She immediately blushed when she heard him.
She looked down, leaned her head on his chest and preferred to hear his heartbeat rather than talk to him.
"Are you shy? What is there to shy? You have seen me naked before, remember?"
She never thought he would talk to her so shamelessly. She was speechless.
"Krisandra". She was quiet when he called her name.
"Let's sit on the bed, my legs are painful."
"Are you okay?" Immediately she responded to him and he nodded his head.
"I was hiding under the steering, so I folded and squeezed my legs in the small space so it was a bit tired and pain."
She walked him to bed and they sat there together side by side.
"You want to lie on my chest?" She nodded and the next second she shook off.
"Hahaha! Why are you so shy?" He tried to hold her hand but could not.
His fingers have been fixed with a tool so they won't move. This is to help the wound to recover faster.
"Krisandra, can I ask you a question?" His voice was so sexy and romantic.
"Hummm, can."
"You told me a man you loved so much had hurt you. Who was it?"
"A man I loved so much? When I told you that, I didn't remember anything."
"On our first night"
"Hurmmm, on our first night?"
"Yes, six years ago,' and he continued.
"You said someone you loved so much has hurt you and you don't trust any man. Who was that man?"
"The one and only man I loved was my father."
"Did he hurt you?" She didn't say anything further.
"Tell me, did he hurt you until you didn't trust any man?"
"You hurt me too, didn't you? So how do you expect me to trust any man?" Aditya never thought she would attack him with their past.
"Yes I did, I will never deny it, but I had my reason too to behave in such a way towards you or all the women I knew."
He wrapped his long hand over her shoulder, pulled her near to him with his biceps, and managed to kiss her.
"Krisandra, you have to trust me, I am not the same Aditya Varman from six years ago, I have changed from our night."
He was gazing into her eyes while searching into them. She was gazing into his eyes too.
"Will you trust me, Krisandra, for once? I promise I will take care of you and our kids?"
"I have and can take care of myself and my kids." She snapped at him. Who needs his care?
"Your kids? They are mine too!" Why suddenly did she snap out? Did I say something wrong?
"Are you angry at me? Did I say anything wrong?" He asked her but before she replied, they heard a knock on the door.
"Daddy! Mummy!" They heard Krisha's and Adish's voices at the door. Krissy immediately ran to the door to open it.
"What happened?" They were showing pitiful faces.
"Mummy, can we sleep with you and daddy, pleaseee?" Adish asked her.
"Why? Both of you have been sleeping in your room. Why now do you want to sleep with mummy and daddy?"
"Oh mummy, you don't love us anymore after daddy comes to us." Krisha came out with her typical script.
"Daddy has hurt both his hands and you two showing your dramas now? Both of you stay here and take care of daddy, mummy will go and sleep in your room." They looked at each other.
"No! No! Mummy, you stay here. Uncle David asked us to come here, he doesn't want to take care of us." They blamed David now.
"Oh! And you two need someone to take care of you while you are sleeping?" She asked them and both dropped down their faces.
"I am going to close my eyes and count three." She closed her eyes.
"They ran ready." Aditya's voice made her open her closed eyes.
"My kids are too smart." She locked the door and went to him.
"Yes, smart and drama king like you too, now sleep."