I watched my sister eat, watched how she rubbed her belly and listened as our grandparents talked. And I felt something shift in me. I was okay with being on the other side and just watching.
I turned to look at A as she set out banana nut muffins and Dean snatched one up still pipping how and leaned in to kiss her. She would be okay if I was still here. And it's not like Dev and I couldn't talk through her.
I felt eyes on me and I turned to see Mark watching me. He looked like he was reading my mind. He nodded to the left and I nodded before going with him. Tino had stepped out with Kyle and I knew if he heard what was on my mind, he would be angry.
I walked into the front room with Mark in front of me and he nodded to the chair in front of me. I sat, and he leaned against the wall and
