The Discovery

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David The morning after the gala, something about Laura felt… off. She was already dressed for work by the time I sat up — crisp white blouse, dark trousers, hair pulled into a low ponytail like she was going to war instead of rounds. She moved around the kitchen with the same smooth efficiency she used in trauma bays, but there was something mechanical about it today. Like she was trying not to be seen. She slid a plate of toast and a mug of latte in front of me without a word. The latte was always her tell. She only made it on mornings when she felt guilty. “Morning,” I said, watching her from across the table. “Morning,” she replied, without looking at me. I studied her. Her shoulders were tight, her movements just a little too sharp. She wasn’t the type to sulk — if she was angry, she’d say it. If she was hurt, she’d usually pretend she wasn’t. But this… this was something in between. Something worse. “You okay?” I asked, carefully. “I’m fine,” she said quickly, rinsing a plate like it had personally wronged her. “Laura.” I leaned forward. “You’ve been quiet since last night. Did something happen?” Her hands paused, gripping the edge of the sink for just a second too long. Then she turned around, her expression neutral. Too neutral. “I’m just tired, David,” she said. “And I’m running late. I’ve got an early shift.” She bent to pull on her shoes. I watched the nape of her neck — pale and still. “Laura…” I tried again, gentler now. “If this is about the gala—” She straightened, grabbed her bag, and interrupted with a voice so polite it almost hurt: “Enjoy your breakfast.” And then she was gone. The door clicked shut behind her like a sentence with no punctuation. I sat there for a long time, staring at the toast and coffee she left behind. The latte tasted exactly how she always made it — creamy, sweet, with just a hint of cinnamon. Only this time, it tasted like an apology she didn’t say out loud. — I took a sip of the latte she’d made. The creamy sweetness hit my tongue, and something twisted in my chest. She’d started adding milk a few months ago—insisted it would “save me from myself.” I’d rolled my eyes then, told her I liked my coffee strong and bitter. But somehow, this had become the only way I could drink it. If she didn’t make it, it didn’t taste right. I glanced across the apartment. The piano sat in the corner, half-draped in early light, the same way she’d left it last night. The memory crept back in—her performance at the gala. The way her fingers moved like she was painting grief into the air. The way her voice, soft and aching, had filled the room until every conversation stilled. She didn’t just play. She made people listen. I’d been proud of her. I think. It was hard to feel anything cleanly when jealousy burned in the same breath. Because while I was busy standing in the shadows, I’d seen it—those looks. Men closer to her age. Confident, sleek, untouched by the wreckage of old love and bad choices. They didn’t carry dead women in their memories. They didn’t stand next to brilliance and wonder if they were dragging it down. I was 34. She was 26. When we married, it had felt poetic. Now, it felt… uneven. I should’ve told her she was stunning. Told her that when she played, even I forgot the ghosts. But instead, I stood still. Let the moment pass. Let her believe I was unmoved. And then came that woman. God. That woman. She’d floated over in a cloud of Chanel and spite, her words laced with compliments sharp enough to draw blood. “It’s refreshing to see someone from outside our usual circles,” she’d said, like Laura had tracked mud onto her marble floors. I didn’t even catch her name. But I remember her tone—thin, amused, the kind that said she’d married for money and stayed for image. The kind that would weaponize a manicure. Laura had smiled politely. Said nothing. And I… just stood there. Didn’t defend her. Didn’t cut the woman down with the precision I was more than capable of. I told myself Laura didn’t need me to. That she didn’t care. But she had. Of course she had. I saw it now—the stiffness in her spine as we left. The quiet way she’d held her breath in the car. The silence this morning wasn’t just exhaustion. It was disappointment. And I had no one to blame but myself. — My mother called around noon, just as I was staring blankly at the same email for the third time. Her voice came through the speaker crisp and composed, like always. Jasmine Thompson never raised her voice—but she never needed to. She wielded concern like a scalpel. Quiet. Precise. “How’s Laura?” she asked, tone light—but it was the kind of light that flickered over gasoline. “She’s fine,” I answered, out of reflex. But the image of Laura’s shoulders—tight and drawn like a violin string—flashed in my mind. The way she’d rinsed that plate like she was trying to scrub something off her skin. The way she wouldn’t meet my eyes. “She looked pale last night,” my mother continued. “Drawn. Is she feeling alright?” I shifted in my chair. “She said she’s tired. Probably just… overworked.” A beat of silence. Then Jasmine sighed—softly, but it sliced straight through me. “David,” she said, voice low, “she’s your wife. Pay attention to her.” I didn’t respond. Not right away. Because the truth was—I hadn’t. Not really. I’d noticed the silence, the stiffness. But I’d chalked it up to exhaustion, hormones, stress. I hadn’t asked what kind of exhaustion. I hadn’t wondered what the stress was about. I thought I was giving her space. Maybe I was just giving myself permission not to look too closely. After we hung up, her words didn’t leave me. They sat with me through the rest of my meetings, clung to me like a film on my skin. By three-thirty, I’d canceled everything. I told my assistant I wasn’t feeling well. It wasn’t a lie. Something was off. And suddenly, the only place I wanted to be was home. — When I got home, the apartment was silent. Not peaceful. Not calm. Empty. “Laura?” I called out, already tugging at my tie. No response. Something in my gut twisted. The bedroom—empty. The living room—still. Even the balcony door was shut tight. I checked my phone, half-expecting a text I’d missed. Nothing. Then I heard it. Barely a sound—just the faintest shuffle, like someone trying not to be heard. It was coming from the bathroom. I knocked once. “Laura?” No answer. I pushed the door open. She was sitting on the floor, knees pulled to her chest, her back pressed against the wall like it was the only thing keeping her upright. Her eyes were glassy and swollen, cheeks blotchy from crying. In her hands—a single white stick. On the tile beside her, four more. All showing the same thing. I didn’t need to squint. The pink line was unmistakable. “I… I think I’m pregnant,” she whispered, her voice so small I almost missed it. Time slowed. Not in the poetic way. In the sick, heavy, gut-punch way. The kind of pause that separates before from after. I crouched beside her without thinking, my suit jacket wrinkling, knees hitting cold tile. “Hey.” My voice cracked. “Hey, look at me.” She did. Barely. Her lips were trembling. And for a second—just a second—I saw not my wife but a girl. A girl too young to be this scared. A girl who deserved better than this moment. I reached out, cradling her face in both hands, wiping away tears with my thumbs like I could erase them all. “It’s going to be okay,” I murmured. “I’m right here. We’re in this together. Whatever comes next—we come next.” She gave a half-laugh, half-sob. “That doesn’t sound like a plan.” “No,” I said, trying to smile. “But it sounds like me.” She leaned into my touch. Her skin was warm and soft, her breath uneven against my palm. Her hair smelled like lavender and something sweeter I couldn’t name—maybe hope. I pulled her against me, arms wrapping around her as if I could hold the fear out of her body and absorb it into mine. Her forehead pressed into my collarbone. I heard her exhale like she hadn’t let herself breathe in hours. And that’s when it hit me. This wasn’t about me anymore. Not about Scarlet, or timing, or whether I was ready. This was about her. And the life we’d just made. I looked down at her, fingers trailing gently to her abdomen. We created something. Terrifying. But also—somehow—holy. She shifted slightly. “David?” “Yeah?” “You’re really okay with this?” I looked at her. The woman I’d chosen. The woman who kept showing up, even when I didn’t. “I don’t know what I’m doing,” I admitted. “But I want to learn.” She blinked. Then—smiled. Just barely. But it was enough. — Without thinking, I lifted her off the bathroom floor. She let out a breathy protest. “David, I can walk, you know.” “I know,” I murmured, carrying her down the hallway. “But this was faster. And I get points for dramatic effect.” Her head rested against my shoulder, her hands curled into my shirt. By the time I set her down on the bed, her expression had softened—half amused, half stunned. I sat beside her, brushing a lock of damp hair from her face. Then, without ceremony, I lay back, pulling her gently into the crook of my arm. She came willingly, folding into me like she’d done it a thousand times. Her skin was warm beneath my hands, and when my fingers found the curve of her waist, she shivered—just slightly, just enough. I pressed a kiss to her temple, then to her jaw, then lower, until her breath hitched and her hand slid into my hair. She tilted her face toward mine, and our lips met—not with hunger, but with something quieter. Fiercer. A need not just to feel, but to be known. When I kissed the hollow beneath her ear, she gasped softly. I felt it in my spine. “Laura…” I breathed, her name a confession against her skin. “You have no idea what you do to me.” She looked up, her eyes wide and shimmering. “I think I’m starting to.” There was a silence then—a pause where the room seemed to exhale with us. Then her hand found mine, sliding it gently across her stomach. There it was. The shift. From passion to something heavier. We lay there together in that long pause—her head on my chest, our bodies still tangled, the weight of what we didn’t say pressing gently between us. Eventually, her breathing slowed. Sleep found her. I stayed awake. I stared at the ceiling for a long time, my hand resting lightly on the barely-there swell of her belly. My fingers moved as if they could feel a heartbeat through skin that had barely begun to change. Scarlet’s face flickered in my mind—inevitably. Her delicate wrists, her thin laugh, the way she never let me say forever. With Scarlet, it had always felt like life was something borrowed. A love so careful, it never dared ask for more. But Laura? Laura was messy and loud and real. She made coffee that rewired my blood pressure. She challenged everything I thought I knew about love. And now… she carried my child. A wave of guilt swept through me. Sharp. Undeniable. Do I even want this life? It was a cruel thought. I hated myself for it. But the answer came clearer than I expected. Yes. Because it wasn’t about what I wanted. It was about who I wanted it with. I looked down at her sleeping face. At the way her brow relaxed in rest. At the way her hand still clutched mine even in sleep. For her—I’d learn. For the child we’d created—I’d try. I had to.
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