A Thug's Only Love

Chapter 4.

Saturday,

October 15th.

' Black POV '

"Man, ion feel like doing s**t tonight. Y'all gone without me." I said to Mutt and Shawty as they were trying to get me to go out with them and the gang tonight. I ain't the type of nigga to be caught up in the mix. That's when niggas get got the most.

"Nigga, it's your G'Day .. f**k you mean you'on feel like going out?" He asked. "Black, if you don't get yo ass up and find you a b***h to f**k on," Shawty said making me think.

"Yeah, nigga. You ain't had no p***y in a while, and yeen been out either. It's yo birthday." Mutt said. Even though I never celebrate my birthday, and I ain't celebrated my birthday since I moved out my folk's crib, might as well go out. I ain't got s**t else to do, and I ain't been out in a minute.

"Aight, f**k it. Lemme go get dress real quick." I said as I got up from my couch and went upstairs to my room. I went into the bathroom and took off my basketball shorts and Nike shirt then jumped in the shower.

As I bathe, my mind went to lil bit from earlier. I know she had to be young as f**k and still in school, but it's some about her.

My mind went to how I would f**k the s**t out of her and make her c*m and scream my name until she passed out. I snapped out of my thoughts and looked down at my d**k. Mane, I got to control this s**t. I know I can't have her because of the age difference, and I don't feel like going back to prison.

I changed the water to cold and bathe my body. When I was done, I got out and dried off. My mind still was on Lil Bit. I bet she ain't never been f****d properly. I can tell she was a virgin still. But I don't want to only f**k her, I want to be her nigga too.

I'm just thinking this s**t though because I can't act on it. Even though I want to, I know I can't. I don't even know why I'm tripping like this. I ain't never wanted a female like I want her.

I snapped out of my thoughts and wrapped the towel around my waist and went into my room. I decided on wearing a black polo shirt, some dark Levi jeans, and some timbs.

I dropped my towel and put on some draws and deodorant. Then I put on my jeans and socks. I slipped on my shirt and grabbed my Gucci cologne. I sprayed some on. Then I grabbed my gold chain and put it on.

I looked in the mirror then grabbed my wave brush and started brushing my hair until it was how I wanted it. I grabbed my phone and some bands. Then I walked down the stairs to see Mutt and Shawty playing 2k.

"Who told y'all asses to touch my s**t?" I asked as I looked at the missed calls I had.

"We did nigga, you ready?" Mutt asked. I nodded.

"Yea, let's be out," I said as they got up and walked out the door. I locked the door and walked out. I walked to Mutt's Audi and got in the passenger seat to see him on the phone.

"Baby, where y'all at?" He asked.

"Aight, f**k with ya later." He said then hung up and started the car.

"That was yo girl?" Shawty asked. He nodded.

"Yea, she was telling me that she was on the way to the club." He said.

"Oh, she f*****g with us tonight. Who is she coming with?" I asked.

"Her cousin & the girl from earlier. I think her name was Nori or some shit." He said. When I heard Lil Bit's name, my d**k jumped. I gotta get some p***y quick cause this ain't right for me to be thinking about f*****g some lil ass girl.

Mutt drove out of my driveway and down the street to the club.

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' Nori POV '

"I ain't too sure about this outfit. It's exposing too much." I said as I looked in the mirror.

"b***h, you look sexy as hell. If I was straight, I'd f**k yo brains out in that dress." Sheed said.

"And girl if I was into girls, I would f**k you too," Jaz said making me chuckle.

I looked at the dress once again to make sure it was okay. The dress was a black body-con dress that came mid-thigh, and I had on some red bottoms. The dress was hugging my body tightly, and I actually had a figure in this dress. My hair was bone straight, thanks to Jaz. I took a deep breath and looked at them.

"Are y'all sure?" I asked.

"Yes, b***h," Sheed said texting somebody on his phone.

"Girl, yes. But we need to leave right now cause I told Mutt that we were on our way, and that was 20 minutes ago. So, we need to go now." She said and I nodded.

We all walked out of Sheed bedroom and out of the house after making sure Sheed had his keys and that the doors were locked.

We got into Jaz car. Jaz & I were in the front while Sheed got in the back. He didn't mind because he was too busy on the phone with one of his baes.

"So, you & Sheed in the same grade?" Jaz asked and I nodded.

"Yes, and in the same classes," I said and she nodded.

"Y'all the same age too?" She asked.

"Well Sheed just turned 18, and I won't be 18 until January," I said and she nodded.

"So, how old are you?" I asked.

"22." She said and my eyes went wide as she turned and looked at me then back to the road. I nodded.

"And go with a man who is 10 years older than her," Sheed jumped in, which shocked me once again. She rolled her eyes at Sheed.

"Mutt is 32?" I asked.

"Sheed, worry bout yo lil ugly ass boys and leave my man alone. And yes, Nori." She said as we turned down a street that had cars parked down the side of the road. She kept driving until we reached this big ass building.

She parked in the front and cut the car off. We got out and walked to the door, which had a line wrapped around the building. We walked to the big ass bouncer who was standing like he was untouchable.

"Name." The man said in his deep ass voice.

"It's Jazmin," Jaz said. He looked through the papers and then back at her. I kept feeling eyes on me as we waited. I looked around, but I still couldn't find where the eyes were coming from.

"It ain't on here." He said in a deep ass voice.

"What the f**k? Well, it should be on there. Lemme call Mutt ugly ass." Jaz said as she walked behind me and Sheed. The people in line started laughing. Then the man walkie-talkie thing beeped. He grabbed it from his pocket and put it to his ear.

"Let them in." I heard a familiar voice say.

"Aight, boss." The bouncer said and then he looked at us and opened the red gate.

"Y'all can come on in." He said and we walked in, well not before hearing the people in line complain.

"Laugh now bitches," Sheed said turning around and looking at the people in line. I grabbed his arm chuckling and walked inside the building.

When we walked in, I was overwhelmed. It was so many people in here, and the place was nice inside. I noticed some women twerking, and some men were looking or either behind them.

Then I noticed men staring. I wonder do I have some on my face or some s**t. If I do, f**k it. I ain't tryna impress nobody.

"I'm gonna go mingle, bye." Sheed ass said walking away. He was supposed to stay by my side tonight being that it's my first time out. Gay ass b***h.

"Come on, girl. I see Mutt ass." Jaz said as she being walking toward some stairs.

I followed her and went up some stairs to see nothing but thugs and bitches on poles.

I sat down on the couch as Jaz went and started hollering at Mutt. She talks to that man like he's her son, but they ain't none on my business. I looked around and seen Shawty walking my way making me already laugh.

"What, Shawty?" I asked.

"Well damn then, I was just coming up here to say that you look worth some. Cause earlier you looked like you came out of the thrift store." He said making me roll my eyes.

"f**k you, you short-ass motherfucka. You about 30 some and shorter than a f*****g 10-year-old. You about an inch taller than me and I'm 5'2. Getcho short ass out my face." I said then he started smiling.

"See, I knew I f****d with you." He said sitting down beside me and hugging me from the side.

"Get off of me, you jigaboo," I said.

"Damn Shawty, learn to take no for an answer." Some nigga said coming to us. He was the nigga that was playing ball with them earlier.

"Tell his ass again. He is like a pain in my ass, and I just met him today." I said making the man laugh.

"Who you be, ma?" The man asked.

"Please don't call me ma. I ain't yo mama. My name is Nori." I said. He smirked.

"I like you, bruh. My name is DP by the way." He said and I nodded as Black came up the stairs. I couldn't help but stare at him.

People were wishing him happy birthday, and he just nodded or looked at em. He is so damn mean. He looked around then started making his way to us.

"Wassup bruh? How are you enjoying your birthday?" DP asked Black.

"Man, it's cool. You know how I am. I ain't never been the partying type." He said.

"Well happy birthday again, Black. Shawty, come help me do some." DP said.

"Nah, I'm cool over here by Nori," Shawty said making me roll my eyes.

"Nigga, getcho' unwanted ass up," DP said grabbing Shawty and walking off making me laugh. Then Black sat by me and lit up a blunt.

"So, yeen gone wish a nigga a happy birthday." He said to me making me turn my head to look at him.

"I don't even know you," I said.

"Well I did give you and yo la' gay ass friend a ride today, and you are at a nigga party." He said making me mug his ass.

"Don't talk about Sheed like that and the only reason why I'm here is that Sheed made me come," I said seriously. Only people that are close to him can call him a gay ass. He smirked.

"My fault." He said and I nodded my head and watched everybody around me.

"So, you still ain't gone tell a nigga happy birthday?" He asked.

"And you still trying to get me to tell you happy birthday?" I asked looking at him. His eyes were now low, and he looked even sexier. He chuckled.

"Well lemme move out your way." He said getting up and walking into a room.

I looked around and sighed. I don't know why I decided to come here. I got up and walked down the stairs. Then I started walking towards the bar.

I sat down at the bar and grabbed a menu. I looked through it and decided on a coke. And yes I have drunk alcohol before, but I don't want that right now. Sheed & I have drunk all types of alcohol but only on special occasions. I ain't trying to become an alcoholic.

I got the bartender attention and waited until she came my way.

"Can I have a Coke, light ice?" I asked and she nodded then left. She came back and sat my coke down.

"Damn, you a bad lil broad." The man beside me said. "How about you come home with a nigga tonight?" He asked. I turned and looked at him. He's cute, but the way he approached me is a hell nah.

"How about you get the f**k out of my damn face?" I asked then he chuckled.

"b***h, you must not know who I am. I was trying to give your fat ass a chance to get you some dick." He said.

"Well b***h, my fat ass don't want no damn chicken nugget ass dick." I said. He raised his hand like he was about to hit me.

"I wouldn't do that, young buck." I heard a voice that was getting too familiar.

"And who the f**k are you?" This nigga asked.

"A nigga that you don't wanna f**k with," Black said as he pistol-whipped the man.

"Lock this nigga away," Black said to two of his niggas, and they nodded then grabbed the man.

"Thanks," I said as I sipped my coke.

"N-" He was cut off by a shot going off in the air. He pulled his glock back out and started shooting back.

"Come on." He said grabbing me and shielding me with his body as he shot back.

"Let's go." He said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me behind him as he turned down a hall and walked towards a door that looked raggedy. He opened it and walked out first then grabbed me. We walked down this lil alley thing until we reached his Escalade.

"Aye, I gotta go back to get Sheed," I said.

"f**k a damn Sheed, getcho ass in the damn truck." He said.

"Nah, I can't just leave my nigga like that," I said.

"Lil Bit, I ain't gone tell yo ass again." He said. I stood right where I was and stared at him. He picked me up and threw me across his shoulders and opened the back seat's door then threw me in the back seat. Then he got in the driver's seat and sped down the street.

"Yeen have to throw me, fucka'," I said sitting up from the backseat and getting in the middle and raising up so that my face was between the driver's and passenger's seats.

"Lil Bit, shut the f**k up." He said and I rolled my eyes.

"Roll them again if you bad." He said. f**k he thought he was? I tapped his shoulder. Then he looked at me through the rearview mirror, and I rolled my eyes at his ass again.

"Word." He said smiling all crazy.

"Where we going?" I asked.

"To my safehouse." He said.

"You know ion even know you like that, and you taking me to your safe house. I could be a crazy ass person trying to set you up." I said. He looked at me through the mirror and licked his lips. I noticed that he do that a lot, and it makes him look even sexier.

"I doubt that, lil bit." He said. Then I thought about the club and how before we got shot at, he was high ass hell.

"Oh s**t! Can you see right now? My dumb ass tried not to get into the car with you, but you wanna be the Hulk himself and throw my ass in the car like ima rag doll." I said. He looked at me through the rearview mirror, and I could see he was confused.

"What yo crazy ass talking about, Lil Bit?" He asked as he turned down another street and continued to drive until we reached a neighborhood. The houses were big as hell.

"Wasn't you high about 30 minutes ago?" I asked.

"I wasn't high, but I had a lil buzz." He said as he turned into his driveway and let up his garage. He drove into his garage and parked. He cut the car off and got out. He opened the backseat door, and I got out. He closed the door, and we started walking to the house door. He unlocked it and we both walked in.

We walked into a kitchen, which was nice as hell. Then we walked into a hall and up some stairs.

"Look ion usually let nobody stay at my house so don't f**k up. You can stay in this room." He said as he walked into a room. The thought of sleeping in a real bed made me ecstatic. I nodded.

"It's a bathroom right over there. It gotta jacuzzi tub and a stand-up shower so you can handle yo business. Towels, toothbrushes, and all that type of s**t are under the sink. Welcome yourself to that s**t. I'll bring you one of my shirts and boxers to sleep in." He said and I nodded.

"Thanks," I said. He just stared at me like he was looking through my soul. Then he walked out and closed the door behind him. I walked into the bathroom and closed the door then locked it.

I stripped out of my clothes and heels. I looked into the mirror and looked at my self from my cream colored skin to my small breasts, to my pudgy stomach, to my wide hips, and to my thick thighs.

I squatted and got a towel, body rag, and soap from under the sink. Then I turned on the beautiful, fancy shower and waited until it got warm.

I stepped in and let the warm water run down my body, something I wasn't used to. I then lathered my rag really good with some soap until it was bubbly. Then I started washing my body.

When I got done, I stepped out and felt my n*****s harden due to the cool air. I dried my body off with the towel then I wrapped it around my frame.

I squatted again to get a toothbrush and toothpaste. I stood back up and opened the toothbrush package to get a new toothbrush. Then I turned the water on and ran my toothbrush through it. I put the toothpaste on it, and I ran it back under the water then begin brushing my teeth.

When I got through, I placed the toothbrush protector on and sat it on the counter. I grabbed my clothes, undergarments, & shoes off the floor.

I unlocked the door then walked out into the room. I looked and seen that it wasn't a shirt or boxers left out. I folded my dress. Then I placed my bra and underwear in between the dress. Then I tightened the towel around my body and walked out of the room.

I looked across the hall to see some French doors, and one of the doors were open. Guessing that it might be Black's room, I walked to it and peeped inside to see Black stretched out across his bed knocked out. Right beside him was a plain white t-shirt and some boxers.

I walked into the room and walked to Black. I decided to help him out since he protected me in the club, and he's allowing me to stay the night. I slid off his shoes and socks and sat them on the floor. Then I was debating on if I should take his pants off so he could be comfortable. I decided to take them off. I unbuttoned his pants and tried to tug them down, but his pants were being stubborn.

That's when I walked down to the foot of the bed to where his feet were. I grabbed the end of his pants and tried to pull them down, but it didn't work. I groaned and looked up to see eyes on me scaring the s**t out of me.

"What the f**k, Black?" I asked with my hand on my chest. He just smirked.

"I was just trying to see how long it would take for you to pull my pants down. If you wanted some d**k that bad, then just ask a nigga." He said making me frown.

"No, jackass. I was trying to be nice & help you get comfortable since you were knocked out." I said to him, and he looked at me still having an arrogant ass smirk on his face.

"Whatever you say, Lil Bit." He said smirking. I rolled my eyes.

"n***o, could you please stop calling me Lil Bit. My name is Nori, and I would like if you would call me that." I said as he still held his smirk. Then he looked at me up and down licking his lips making my cat tingle.

"Stop looking at me like you want to impregnate my ass," I said. "Are those the shirt and boxers I'm wearing to bed?" I asked referring to the clothes that's beside him.

"Well, don't be coming in my f*****g face with just a towel on and yea, here." He said handing them to me.

I took em and started walking to the door, and I could feel eyes on my ass. I turned around to see him biting his lip and cupping his d**k, and I could tell that he wasn't a chicken nugget ass nigga.

Lord, I see why all the hoes are all on his d**k. His ass will make you want to jump on his ass.

"Aye before I leave, can I used your phone to call Sheed to make sure he's good?" I asked. He looked at me for a second and nodded. He unlocked his phone then passed me it. I dialed Sheed's number and waited for him to answer.

"Hello," I said.

"Nori, b***h, is this you?" I heard his ghetto ass say making me laugh.

"Yes, I was calling to make sure you were okay. Are you?" I asked.

"b***h yes, I was worried about you because I was looking for you, but I ain't see you. Where are you? Are you safe? You need me to come." He asked.

"I'm okay Sheed. I'm with Black and no you don't need to come to get me. Black will be taking me home in the morning." I said glancing at Black cause it looked like he was getting aggravated that I was on his phone which made me roll my eyes.

"Did you say, Black? What the f**k? Bitch." He said making me smile.

"Yea, I will see you tomorrow. Bye, love you." I said then hung up and handed Black his phone back. Then I walked towards the door but stopped.

"Happy birthday, Black," I said as I turned around and looked at him. He smirked at me then his phone started ringing. I walked out of his room and went into the room I was going to sleep in.

I closed the door, removed the towel, and put on the shirt and boxers then climbed into the bed and went to sleep.