I toss and turn for hours when I finally decide I can not handle this anymore and I need to go for a run. The pain in my chest as settled down a bit, but I’m sweating so much that my pillow is soaked. I am the only one in the cabin. Which means all the shewolfs here found their mate and chose to stay in the mate buildings. How depressing. Willow still hasn’t made a sound since I told her I had to reject him. Every time I think about doing that, my heart stings. I have already caused so much pain to him, it makes me sick.
I open my bag and pull out some easily removable shorts and a tank top. I go to the bathroom and wash my face. My hair is soaked from the sweat. I’m sure not being close to our mate is the reason I can not sleep and having night sweats. I pull my hair up in a ponytail an
