Penelope pov
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My whole body feels like , I'm on fire under his eyes whose watching me with a smile behind his lips
He leans forward as he plants a kiss on my lips ,caressing my cheeks
I feel the ache between my legs as I have spread them wide under the blankets cover
"you feel , good P ?" He asks
And I nod
I feel more than good
It is feeling of emptiness , a feeling of aching
It's pleasure
Its different
Unlike any emotion I had before
He leans over towards the draw next to bed as he pulls out something
"I'm not going to hurt you okay " he kisses my forehead as he tears the packet open
It's a condom
"You know
Somewhere this feels like , my first time too " his voice is low as he just takes in deep breathe
The smile on his face drops , as a thought of ta
