Better without you

Packing

Maria's POV.

I spend a whole week in the hospital and let me tell you it was horrible. Grey kept wanting to talk to me so I band him from coming anymore but my parents and best friend kept crying and trying to change my mind. But I was set and that was it I already arranged for it I was going to live with my grandparents they agreed happily. And guess what today was the big day yes I am getting recharged an

d getting out of here. This time I promised myself my life was going to be different even if I had to be fake that's what I was going to do. Yeah I had it all figured out once there I was going to get myself an fashion expert changing my whoredrupe and getting makeup lessons. If everyone else could way not me too and then maybe I can live a normal life well hopefully that will help me to not be so ugly anymore. Suddenly my attention snaps to the door opening and my parents walks in my mother's eyes teary and I felt a little bit bad for hurting them I love them so much and thay where great parents always. "Mom please don't cry I love you so much and I will be back but I need to do this for myself I want to live normal even if it's just a little while" I say looking at her she comes to my side looking straight in my eyes and what she said next made me feel even worse. "I am sorry sweetie I just can't help feeling like I let you down" she whisper a sob leaving her lips " No mom please don't think that way it's part of growing up I need to find myself" " Okay sweetie I understand I'll stand by your decision love you" " love you too mom"

When we got home I went straight to my room and started to pack everything, avoiding you know hoe. I am just so happy my grandparents agreed for me to stay with them they may be old, but that was just a number to them they were fitter and more out going then me. Yeah you better believe it they're awesome and I love them so much. And we'll some part of my moving there is because I miss them terribly. I can't wait to see them and my new life for the first time in forever I was excited