"s**t!" She heard Seth yell as she splashed back into the water, running until the water was too high on her legs, too thick, slowing her movements. She pushed on, deeper. The waves crashed into her, staying to throw her off balance as they hit, but she didn’t stop wading deeper. Everyone was mad at her. Because of her choices. Why did she have to make everyone mad? Why couldn’t she just fix things? No matter what she did, she only seemed to make everything worse. The water was at her shoulders now, the waves crashing into her face. She gasped for air between hits. What was she doing? What was the point? Why was she back in the water? Was she trying to disappear? A larger wave slammed into her, throwing her backwards, down into the dark icy depths. She tumbled through the cold water. I

