Jay's P . O . V
I deserve an accolade for being really so stupid and unreasonable.
Only after Clara left did I realize letting her go had to have been the biggest mistake of my life.
When it dawned on me I could actually have lost the one person that matters most to me, it was already too late.
She was gone and I let her leave.
The escort I sent along with her reported back to me she's already boarded her plane and on her way back to returning back home.
It was all my fault, if I hadn't been such an ass things wouldn't have happened the way they did.
I spent the whole day pacing around my room and looking into my phone more frequently than I've ever done expecting something that never came, A message from her.
I was loosing my mind.
I could say I'm kinda used to people leaving but
