My head was spinning and I closed my eyes. We need to calm down. Accept reality and reconcile. No more hiding from the truth. You won’t be able to fall asleep or read a book, discarding everything for later. There is only here and now. And very soon the choice will be made, my future fate will be decided. I wandered into my room. But, passing by the kitchen, I remembered Amis. Looking inside, I found her at the table with herbs. "Amisa, are you okay?" I asked worriedly. The girl looked pale and somewhat confused. She held a mortar in her hands and grinded something with force. Hearing me, she shook her head, as if to get rid of unpleasant thoughts. “Yes, ma'am, once again I beg your pardon. It won't happen again," she said quickly, looking at me. Her accent thickened with excitement.

