THE NEXT TWO weeks pass quickly and before I know it, I'm operating on a schedule that is as easy for me as my old one had been. Sinclair, Bruiser and a few of the guys always leave early in the morning, so Sinclair is usually gone before I wake up. In that time, a few of the guys will already be waiting for me and Carla and I will head to Wallflower Diner to get breakfast before we go to her bar where Sonny will be there waiting. I'll help her around the bar, picking up this, wiping down tables that I know she's already wiped down a million times already, and mostly just keeping her company. Sonny will teasingly ask me if I've, quote, "Given Sinclair the good stuff since you've been living together?" and that, "if you hold out on him anymore his balls will explode." I'll say something wit
